this is real, this is me.

Yesterday i had my eng and mt paper 1....hmm....i think so so bah....dont noe its easy or difficult.HAH...weird right? I think i wrote out of point for my eng essay....cos i think i did not write a story that is humiliating enough.....arrgh! Was feeling quite bad mood yesterday cos of the exams.=(
yesterday nite joel was smsing me....the questions he asked were really funny....he did cheer me up alittle...Haha.thanks~
Hmm...gonna go tution soon le.....haiz! Lotts of hw undone yet....somemore have to revise for wed exams. Arggh...EXAMS IS KILLING ME!!!

CIAO!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:50 am

Just came back from school....tmr having eng and mt paper 1. Gosh! Haven revise anything yet, gonna go study after this. Today school was okay except that unexpected thing happen....okie dont wanna tok about it le....
Lots of hw undone yet, gonna chiong after exams tmr. K....gonna go revise le....

ciao!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:06 pm

TUESDAY BLUES. Today had chem test and math test in school. Both test werent very well done. =( Exams starting real real soon....this fri! I guess i really need to start revising for my subjects esp biology! I sucks at bio, so many different terms to remember and wat worst is that i don even understand wat i am memorising at. Ms fazleen said that she will give the whole class a treat if the whole class score distinction.OMG! It is so impossible for me to score A when i cant even score well for my class test. Ms fazleen said that she will not give us a treat if one person nv get A.....i suddenly felt so stressed! I dont want to get scolded by my classmates for not scoring A and unable to get the treat. =( I will be really satisfied if i can get a B3 for bio....really.I dont ask for more.

Haish =(

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:10 pm

I think i have finished all my hw already, if i did not left out any of em. Just now was revising my math ' similar and congruent triangle'.I didnt quite understand this topic....it requires alot of imaginations. I think i seriously sucks at this.
Came to thought of it, i think i prefer A maths way more than E maths for now. I dont noe why either...E maths was supposed to be easier than A maths but sometimes, i just could not get the concepts right.
I felt so stressed at times and just feel like heck care everything. Exams coming nearer and nearer...in fact i will be having my lst paper on friday. I want to score well and get the grades i want but it seems so difficult. Getting good results require hard work but i am just too lazy to revise my work.Haiz...

the stressed girl =(

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:16 pm

Morning woke up at 6 plus and went school for bio lesson.*tired*
I am feeling so lethergic and sick of the life i am having now. Everyday is like so dead and plain, nothing special.
Just now got back my bio test....i failed by 3 marks. =(
I felt so depressed and disappointed in the bus on the way home. At that point, i just wish that the journey has no ending and go on forever. I dread the life i am in now....full of sadness and troubles.-.-
I suddenly have an urge to go on a shopping spree....i miss all the shopping centres!
Gonna have a crazy retail therepy after the exams.I wanna shop till i drop! HaH.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

12:54 pm

Never blog for quite many days.....have been busy revising for tests. This week had been a busy week full with tests and oral exams. Phew! today can finally take a short break before i start mugging again. My lst paper is on next friday, english and chinese paper 1. Guess its time for me to start revising for exams, but sad to say that i am feeling very tired with all those concepts and stuff. xp.
Today school was okay....alot of free periods cos both of my chem teachers nv come and mr shafie oso nv come. =)
k...stop here bah....
update again next time...

Love,
wan jun

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:03 pm

yesterday:
It was good friday! Went out with my mum and brother to tampines mall.We shop around and i bought a jacket. =)
After about 2 hours, my dad came fetch us and drove us to marina south for steamboat dinner!
Yummy yummy! The dinner was nice....and i enjoyed the time with my families.
After dinner, it was around 8pm and dad drove us back home. In the car.....i was stunned by the attractive night scenary out there....it was SO BEAUTIFUL! I was like....wow!
I could see all the buildings with the light shiny and the sea. Gosh! It was really fabulous. Hah.

Today:
Woke up at 8 am in the morning and went tution at 9. After tution, went home and continue with my homework. Finally, all DONE! *claps claps* Hee..
Next week i will be having lotts of tests plus oral exams. wth.
Next week gonna be a busy week for me...

SIANZ!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:53 pm

Biology test was over and i flunked it! Shit! All the questions were all so difficult, and wat worst is that i made one real careless mistake. There goes my 2 marks....wth.
Bio sucks....i really hate this subject....i have always thought bio is the easiest subject to score.....but i was wrong.
Yesterday math test was oso killing me.....all the questions that came out were all so weird. I have no confidence of scoring well, seriously.
Arrgh! so stressed out in sec 3. I finally realised how good it was when i was in sec 2. I just have to study study and study and i can score well, but in sec 3, things werent that easy. I studied so hard and in fact studied till late at night and wat i got in return? A terrible result!
I am most worried in my sciences....esp bio.....cos my classmates results were all so good and they are so hardworking....i feel so stupid! Haiz...
Tomorrow gonna be a good day for me....cos we will be dismissed at 10.50am. Yesh!

tHe gurl

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:14 pm

As usual, MONDAY BLUES. In the morning was very sleepy and tired and i had to force myself to go school. I hope time will pass quickly....i want thursday and friday!!! Cos thurs my school is having speech day, so half day only and fri is public holiday! HAH. I had Already plan my outing with my family already....haha. =)
Today school was quite ok la.....very sianz only. =p
Hmm....tml have ss and A math tests....so tiring....everyday so many tests! Somemore mid year coming le....no time to play le. haish.
k...gonna go study for tml tests le.....ciao!

tHe gurl

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:57 pm

Yesterday went out with my family to bedok interchange for lunch. Saw one pretty nice shirt at this fashion....i have been searching for a long time for this type of shirt and i finally found it! BUt, luck is not on my side, the shirt that i wanted was the last one and it look quite dusty....so in the end nv buy. *sob sob. xin tong*
Hmm....mid year exam is coming in a few weeks time.Gosh! Came to think of it...i haven been revising for my exams. =(
I can feel stress oozing in every part of my body now.....*stress stress stress*. I HATE STRESS.I HATE EXAMS. Arrgh! But, i really hope that i can get as many 'A's as possible.....i like the feeling of getting back good results. Will my wish come true???? I hope so......
I gonna bug up from now onwards and mug hard!
No matter how hard it is.....i wont give up.* promise*
JIA YOU!!!!

mug..mug...mug

ciao.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:00 am

Whoohooo.....Weekened's coming....yesh! Hah. Today had a english argumentative essay test, it was terrible, both 2 questions were so hard. I very scared that i wrote out of point....seriously, i think my percentage of passing is very very low.xp. Arrgh...*.pray pray pray*. May god bless me!

Today, was very pissed off by eugene in school. *stupid*. Kept calling me wantan in class. wth.
It doesnt mean that i am not angry when i did not scold u back okay! Childish!
He sometimes really pissed me off. #@^&*%$@$#

After school went to staff room to find mrs koh to interview her for the chinese project. After that took cab home cos i hav to rush to tution. yUp.

L o v e;
wAn Jun

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:44 pm

Phew.....today got back two A math tests......i managed to pass!!! Haha....thanks god.=))
However, i am 100% sure that i will not score well for today E math test.I flunked it totally!!!
Shit*......that means that my effort had all gone down to drain.....i dread it man!
Arrgh.....i feel like banging my head on the wall.....=(
Haiz....forget it lah....wats done cannot be undone.

Woohoo....friday's coming......haha...i LOVE friday.....cos it means that weekened's coming again! HAH. k....gtg le....will update another day!

LOVE,
tHe GURL

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:31 pm