this is real, this is me.

Today is the best day since the first day I work :))
Never get scolded or any unhappiness.
Today is the last day of nov & so we have to do stock checking.
I love to do stock checking :)
Hah! U all must be thinking that wanjun is crazy right?
Haha.
I guess nobody will like it becos its a tiring process.
However, I would rather have something to do than just stand there doing nothing for hours.
Its so boring and time past so slowly.
Indeed, today time past super fast.
I hope everyday will have stock checking.
Hee`s.
Went home at 2pm today.
As for tmr, I will be working only till 1 pm. Yeah :D

Its the end of nov alr.
I wanna quickly get my pay.
Hah.
Although this month I will get very little cos I only work for 5 days, I still want my pay!
Haha.
Wanna go shopping & do my hair :)

Tmr going shopping with family after work :)
Sun class gathering :)
Coming Mon going out with dar :))))

Wanjun is happy :D

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

3:58 pm

Alright, back from work.
This morning was terrible :(
Get scolded by Olivia.
I know she meant well & really worry for me cos next week I will be working alone on certain time.
Didnt really mind but I felt bad lah.
First time got scolded by ppl. Hah.
Anyway, it turned better in the afternoon. :)
I think I starts to get the hang of it le, yeah!
Oh,I didnt eat anything from 7 am to 3pm.
No appetite.

Today I finally get to see my boss's wife,Amelia.
She is the one who called me to tell me my timing etc.
She came at one plus in the noon and I kind of scared to see her.
Haha.
In the end, I find that she is a pretty friendly person.

I got a piece of news today that made me jump for joy :D
That is, next mon I don hav to work! Gosh! * GRIN*
For next week, I only need to work for 4 days. Yeah.
Haha.
I want to go out with dar on mon :)
Ps: dardar, this is a must.Not a choice yea. Muahaha.

Oh, I saw Janice & May Ling today at the airport :)
They came into my shop to disturb me. Hahaha :D
Super shock when I realised its them.
Haha.

two more days to sun :)

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:33 pm

Im back from my second day of work.

Today is a tiring day for me.

Work up at 5.40am and went to work.

Today I work with Olivia.

She is a nice fren and taught me alot of things.

I learn alot from her today :)

We chat alot during working as today there was not many customers.

I get along pretty well with her :)

We even talk bout our bf & asked each other lame jokes :D

Hahaha.

I just realised that she stayed very near to my house, just a few blocks away.

However, next mon is her last day working here :(

All the good colleague left one after another and the remaining ones are those scheming ones.

Yewww =x

Damn.

Olivia told me alot of our supervisor's character and some other full time colleague.

According to her, they backstabbed one another and some will report watever u've done wrong to the boss. Thats so..... :x

I guess the remaining of my days at work wont be a good one le.

Lol.

Anyway, I planned to work until end of Jan and off I go.

Haha.

Feb will be a busy month for me cos of alot of occasions & I don wanna miss them due to work.

So, most prolly wont be working for Feb.

Ok, back to today.

After work, went to meet mummy at bedok inter and headed for my late lunch.

My boss is abit stingy luh =x

I work from 7am to 3pm and there is only one break.

Like wat Olivia said, STINGY boss! Hah.

But, the good thing is he will still pay u money for the break.That means, I will still get money for break time.

Ok after lunch, went shopping with mummy.

Bought a top & a skirt :))

Initially, I wanted another black bubble top but its too big for me & its free size.

Argh! So, too bad :(

Haha. Anyway, I took a pict of me wearing this black top that I didnt buy.

I fold here & there to make it look nice on me.

Hee`s. If it looks like this originally...it will be so great man.

Haha.The photo is at the side. ---->

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:00 pm

Damn pissed!
Nothing seems to be turning out the way I want it to be.
Since young, I always like things to turn out in my way.
If it doesnt, I will be damn pissed.
I know this is bad, but it is just me.

If this is how I going to spend my off day at home, I would rather go work.
Damn -.-

I realised that these quotes below are so true,esp the last one :

I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up; it simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be.

Just when you think things can't get any worse, they do. I've learned that life is like hour glass sand. Sooner or later, everything hits rock bottom, but all you have to do is be patient and wait for something to turn everything back around.

There are some things in life that don't go the way you want them to or the way you think they should, but you can't dwell on these because you'll miss out on other opportunites. Don't give up one something just because you don't think things will work, you won't know unless you give it a try. But don't hold onto something that left a long time ago, because sooner or later you'll realize some things just aren't meant to be.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

12:43 pm

Just came back from work.
Today is my first day working at Kokon Tozai. Yes!
Haha.
Its pretty alright.
Not much costomers today. So I just walk around the shop and explore all the products there.
Hah.
The things sell there are all really nice man.
I like one of the handbags called sakuna bag , one necklace & one braclet.
Its really nice can :)
I really like it alot but, its super expensive.
In fact, all the things in the shop are ex.
One hp strap can cost $28.90, the bag that I like cost $198 & a hair clip can cost $15.80.
Haha.
I've decided that once I get my first pay, I will get either the necklace or braclet from the shop.
Alright, today nothing much for me to do.
Only go there to learn about the products & how to interact with costomers.
I also learn how to key in all the things at the cashier.
This is quite tough. Alot of things to rmb.
Hah nvm, I believe i will soon get the hang of it.
The supervisor is pretty nice to me, my colleague also very friendly.
I got to know two new friends today, sue & amanda :)
They are really nice.
However, I wont get to work with sue le cos tmr is her last day.
:(
Anyway, today I finished my work at 3pm and went to shop around airport.
Haha.
My workplace is a good location for me to shop man.
There are minibits,minitoons,choco shop & candy shop there.
Best of all these shops are near Kokon Tozai :)
Being a shopping freak, I went to all these shop to shop for new things.Haha.
Bought a new keychain for my bag + a sweet with mirror in it.
Headed home after that.

Ok, today morning dardar accompany me for breakfast and sent me to work :D
Hee`s. So sweet of him.
I will not be working tmr :)
Wednesday will have to go work at 7 in the morning.
=(

Just now the Mr Bean company called me.
Last time I gave them my contact no. as they are finding ppl to work for them.
I rejected their offer.
They called too late le luh.
Haha.

Tired.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:33 pm

Second post of the day.
Im bored!
Alright, Im retyping my second post.
Im having moodswing right now.
Suddenly feel very moody.
I feel like going back to school days.
Yes, I miss school.
I miss the times where I waited anxiously for dar at the mrt station every morning.
I miss the days whereby I will get to see him the moment Im in school.
I miss the days he waited for me after sch & sent me home.
I miss the days whereby I can get the glance of him in between lessons when i past by his class.

I miss the wednesday morning where we had our breakfast at ws before going sch.

Time is getting shorter & shorter.
I miss the days.
I don want to sacrifice my time with him in order to work :(

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:04 pm

Yesterday just got a call from trivia and she is recruited as well :)
However, both of us are working diff shift and so, most probably wont get the chance to work together :(
Mine is in the morning while hers at night.
Yesterday evening, I got a call again from the person to confirm my starting work day.
I will be starting work next mon.
As I said, next week will be my learning week and so, I will be working only for 4-5 hours per day, to learn all the stuff. After next week, my normal working hours will be 8-9 hours per day.
Thats so tiring I guess.
I hope the fruits of my labour will be a good one :)
Ahah, thats the most impt thing man.
Hee`s.

Today gonna rot at home again. -.-
I WANT TO GO OUT !!!
Haix.
Currently waiting for dar to call me cos we cannot contact via sms.
Waiting....

Miss ya! :)

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:59 am

Alright, I GET THE JOB!!!!!!!!!!!! :)))))))
Ahah. Suppppeerr happy when the person called me this afternoon.
Haha. BUT, getting this job is one thing, whether i am able to do it well is another thing.
This is wat I am afraid of.
As always, I am not a very independent person.
I always like to depend on my friends and family in watever I do.
In school, there are teachers and friends to help me along and I know that I can always seek help from them.
I need not worry about a single thing as we will always be spoon fed .
In the wroking society, things are more complicated and I have to be independent.
Seriously, I am worried and abit scared.
Everything will be on my own now.

Haix. Back to the job.
The person said that she will confirm with me again the date that I will be starting work.
So now, RELAX! Haha.
The remaining days of this month will be a tough one for me.
I will have to learn all the skills and stuff that I must know and when dec comes, I will have to open the shop in the morning cos i will be in the morning shift.
Gosh! I don want to be the first one there to open the shop :(
This also means that I will be alone in the shop till another preson comes.
Argh! I will be scared lah.
Wat if got tourist come and speak don know wat language to me then how??
Wat if I don know wat the customer is talking??
wat if the customer makes things difficult for me??
And...Im alone in the shop...
Ahhh! Hope nothing of these happen.
Anyway, I will be working in the airport,terminal 2 and you ppl can come down to find me for lunch or something if ur are free k.....cos i will be alone :(

Okay, just now the person called and she is quite funny yea.
She told me all the info and asked iszit fine with me and most of my ans to her are 'oh,ok'.
She claimed that I am funny.
Haha. Really Ok ma.
Here is the dialogue with her:

The lady: The pay u noe alr right...so iszit Ok with you?
Me: Ya ok.
The lady: The working hour for this month will be diff everyday as u will be learning but for dec onwards will be a fix one.
Me: Oh, Ok.
The lady: If u have to work on weekends iszit..Ok?
Me: ya..OkOk.
The lady: from dec onwards u have to open the shop ya
Me: Orh..ok.
The lady: So basically u are Ok with everything ar? *Laughs*
Me: ya *Laughs*

Alright, JIA YOU WAN JUN :)
Hah.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

2:45 pm

:))

me & dar :))

Reflection of dar reading newspaper :) oops.

Swensens. Earthquake! :D

Christmas tree at city link!

Cutie piggy!

taken secretly at guardian =p

Our reflection :)

trivia & me :)

Our reflection :)

Candid shot! Ahah :D

Heyyo peeps!

Above are all the photos taken today :)

Today went to meet dar at bedok mrt station and headed down to orchard.

We went to cineleisure and bought our couple ring :))

We then headed to fareast and Heeren to shop.

Wanted to buy couple tee but saw none that we really like.

Walk around & chit chat along the way :)

We took train back to city hall at around 2 plus and headed to suntec.

Had swensens there :D

After that, I then went to meet trivia at city hall control station and dar went home.

Haiz, too bad dar had to went home early :(

Trivia & I then went for the job interview.

It was kinda alright I guess.

The boss is a japaneses!

He is quite friendly and I can tell that he is a very considerate boss.HAH.

I asked him which shift I have to work and he said that he will try to put me in the morning shift as I am still quite young and it is not gd to go home too late.

Wow! Nice boss isnt it :)Haha.

Really hope that I can get this job.

Well, now I still have to wait for his call to confirm the job.

Oh boss, please call me :)Haha.

Went to marina sq with trivia after that.

Had BK and then went to shop around.

Headed home after that.

Had pretty much fun with dar & trivia today :)

I enjoyed myself thoroughly with dar :))
I WANT THAT JOB!! :D

Wanna go out with dar again to buy clothes :)

wAn jUn.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:34 pm

Today, I gonna stay at home the whole day -.- Gahhhh.
There is nothing for me to do, argh!
Looking forward to tmr job interview and outing with darl.
Hope the interview will be a successful one :)
AND, most importantly, darl will be able to go out.
I am afraid to hear the answer from him. Ahah,Pls give me the ans YES!
Haha.

Alright, today is our 16th month together. Didnt go out cos dar has something on today.
Look, Im a understanding girl :) Hahaha.

Im bored,bored,BORED!!!

HAPPY 16TH ANNIVERSARY,DAR!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D
210706 :)

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

1:01 pm

Alright,Im back from job hunting.
Ahah. It was a tiring process.
Went to several places to look for job.
Some ask us to leave our number and some rejected us cos they only want ppl that can work long term.
We found one & I kind of like that job.
Im going for second interview again on thurs.
Hope I can get this job :)
May god bless me...Haha.
Boss,Pleeeeaaasssseeeeee give me this job.
Hee`s.

Tmr's the day :)
our 16th month :)

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:31 pm

Im sooo bored!
Later going out with my gfs to find jobs.
Hopefully we are able to find one by today :)
I seriously need a job so that I can go shopping.Haha!
Spending money is my forte. HAH.

Oh, june quan is organising a class gathering. We will be going karaoke at chinatown.
The day will be next sun. Time still not yet confirm.
Four-seveners pls tag at my blog to tell me if you are going :)
Thanks!

wAn jUn

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:50 am

Above are the photos I have taken during Prom Nite'07.

Not all the photos are uploaded here, thanks to blogger giving me so much prob. -.-

Hah.

Yesterday was our Prom nite.

It was pretty fun with friends :)

I Like most was the intensive photo taking session. Hee`s.

Overrall, Prom was alright.

Eliz was nominated for the Prom Queen contest :)

Prom nite ended around ten twenty and I actually intended to go for midnite movie with frens but, my mom don allow. =(

So, headed home straight after that.

Yesterday was really the last day I will be seeing my classmates. It will be next yr till I see them again. I really miss the times with my class.

I rmb how we detest math class so much and Mrs lim naggy session but now, I kind of miss it.

Soon, it will all be history and it will be the most memorable times of my life :)

Alright,Im feeling emo now.

Hah.

Just finish watching the CD given to us on Prom nite.It consists of slides showing our time together with classmates. Tears just ran down my cheeks while watching.

Really miss you guys.

FoUr-sEvEn'07 :)

wAn jUn

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:44 am

Second post of the day:)
I change my blogskin alr, thanks to che yee for helping me to make this skin.
Love it lotts :D
Just now went to Tampines Mall with mummy again.
Bought a white jacket from fashion LAB to match with my dress alr.
That time bought the shawl dont match with my dress and so I have to spend money again.
This time round, my heart really bleed.
I spent 50 bucks on just that jacket. :(
Aww..I really really have to work to earn back the money.

Sometimes u have to let go to see whether its worth holding on to.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:12 pm

Alright, yesterday went to my Aunt house with mummy.
Stayed there for awhile and then headed down to tampines mall for lunch.
Had Delifrance for lunch and its super yummy:)
Haha.
Shop for awhile and then headed home.
Bought a pink nail polish :)
Oh,saw many familiar faces while shopping.Hee`s.
I think saw my juniors, june quan & joseph.
Hah. Thats all.

Tmr's Prom :)

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:50 am

Shopping craze with gfs :)

Yesterday went orchard with my gfs & we were really on a shopping spree.

Hah.Everyone of us bought some stuff.

I finally bought my shawl for prom nite:)

I also bought a black jacket for myself :D Like it lotts.

We spent a long time shopping at Fareast & didnt realise that it was alr 6 plus.

Eliz headed home and we went to cineleisure to shop.

A pair of slipper caught my eyes and its suppppppeeerrr nice can.

I super like it but its quite expensive yea :(

Hmm...but I reallly like it!

Haha...I think I will get it soon.

I shall earn back the money later.Haha.

The manager pls pls pls call me for the job:)

We went home at around nine plus.

It was a shopping craze day with my gfs:)

My legs now are suffering from the shopping craze.

Hah.

Gfs, we shall go out more often k? :)

Alright, O's is over! It marks the end of my sec school life.

I kind of miss it.

Sec school life were great despite all the mugging here & mugging there.Hah.

I get into the class of three-seven in 2006 and proceed to the FouR-sEvEn in 2007 with all the wonderful teachers and great classmates.

I had alot of fun time with them and it will be stored in my head.

It will be a happy memories that I will rmb:)

Goodbye PRCS.Goodbye fOuR-SeVeN'o7.

You guys are the hardest goodbye.

It will be the start of a new life.

7 mOrE dAys tO oUr 16tH mOntH :)

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:00 am

Tmr will marks the end of O Levels. Yyyyaaaaayyyyy! :D
Hah. After that will be never ending shopping session :) & intensive job hunting.
I seems to have alot of things in mind to buy, but yet I don know wat I want to buy.
-.- Lol.I don know wat Im talking. Haha.
Ok..I shall list out wat I want...

skinny jeans
black jacket
tops/skirts
new shoulder bag
new slipper
converse shoe
ring

Hmm..thats all for the time being. Haha..I think I will have a big hole in my pocket.

Lol. Hmm..I don mind if anyone wants to get me these stuff as my christmas present.

HAHAHA. Im kidding :D

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:39 am

AHHHH!! I CANT WAIT FOR TUES TO COME :D :D :D

SHOPPING SESSION WITH MY GFS AGAIN :D :D :D :D

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:47 am

Yesterday went to buy my contact lense with mummy.
Mummy paid for it, this is the most happy thing. Hah :D :D :D
Mummy got a new spects for herself as well.
After that, we headed for lunch & home!

I want more sHopPiNg SesSiOn!
I don wanna stay at home, its so boring -.-

&&& The most impt thing is I want go out with you :(

Sometimes, I wonder why my r/s is so diff from others. It started off so sweet & I feel that I am the happiest girl on earth.But,things aint the same now. I dont feel that anymore,or maybe not so much. Last time, I used to feel that we spent very lil time together but, we still try our best to accompany each other. Now, our time spent together is getting shorter & shorter. Its like one year only have a few public holidays. I totally understand why & ur situation but i just cant help feeling this way. Being understanding and how my heart feels are two diff things.Wadever it is, I will try my best to be ok.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:02 am

Yesterday was such a FUNNNNNNNNN day ! :D

Hah. Went AMK HUB & Fareast with my darling gfs.

It was not a fruitless trip. I bought a bangle, necklace, earrings & a very cute pencil.

Haha..the pencil is kind of cute with many designs on it and a heart on top :)

Saw the shawl that we wanted to buy at Amk hub. It looks kinda nice.

Joey will get it for me when she goes there again. Hee`s...thanks! :)

Amk doesnt have much things to shop yea, I think Orchard is still the best. Hah.

At around 5pm, we headed down to Fareast to look for our heels while Eliz headed home first.

It was a looonnng walk to fareast. Our legs were so tired after shopping for quite some time at Amk, esp che yee & me.

There are lots of heels at Fareast but none are to our likings.

The heels there are either too high,too flat or too ex.

Right, all the 'toos'. Haha :D

So,we all didnt get any heels from there.

Accompanied joey & che yee to Long john for their dinner.

After that, we headed to Lucky Plaza for job interview.

Joey went in first for the interview and after much consideration, che yee & I decided not to work there due to the location. Joey was recruited for the job :)

It was alr 8 plus and so we headed home.

It was a way fun day with my gfs. (:

Looking forward to next week shopping session at bugis! (:

Hee`s. I am left with heels & nail polish to buy.

Gonna get them next week.

Haha. One LAST paper to go, Jia YOu!

If God is the DJ, then Life is the dance floor; Love is the rhythm, and You are the music.

wAn jUn (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:49 am

Look, Im back to blogging!
Hah :D O levels are finally coming to an end SOON.
I am left with Bio paper 1 next tues.
Peeps, mark 13 Nov down.Its SHOWTIME! (:
Come to think of it, O levels past kinda fast.
Hope my results wont dissapoint me.
Now, I need my life back. Hah.
Going out tmr with my gfs :)
It will be the lst shopping session after 'O's.
Gonna shop for prom's stuff + my own stuff. Hee`s. It has been quite some time since i last went on a shopping spree :D

Next tues will mark the end of my sec life. I know that I will miss four yrs of my sec school life.
I miss my class,Four-seven'07.

Why do i feel emptiness in my heart?

A relationship requires the effort of two ppl,but why cant i feel it?

A lover is like a four-leaf clover; hard to find and lucky to have.

I cherish it, do you?

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

2:47 pm