I NEED TO KNOW THAT ITS POSSIBLE THAT TWO PPL CAN STAY TGT FOREVER.
- Juno
I wish i can turn my life into a book. I love writing my thoughts down whenever i have the time & the chance to do so.
If i ever had the chance to make a wish, i would wish that people don't change.
Is that possible?
I know life's like that. People change, people walk in & out of ur life. No matter how much you want them to stay, they'll just leave one day. One day. Yes, its just a matter of leaving earlier or later.
Sometimes, i wonder what will save us from emotional pain?
By expecting nothing?
If there are no expectations, there won't be disappointments, true enough?
But sometimes, its really beyond our control.
We will just keep expecting & expecting, & at the end of the day, wats left of us?
Almost every single day, i think about my life.
Thinking how great life was in the past, thinking how much things have changed, thinking why did things happened?
I have to admit that, I do wish to see him around although i wasn't showing it.
Talking about this, yes sadly, this is wats making me look forward to every tutorial, although i don wish to admit it.
I tried every single ways & means to make things work, i really tried.
But no matter what i do, i seems to be screwing things out instead of the other way round.
I did ask myself wat else can i do? But sometimes, i am really tired.
Honestly speaking, i don know why & how did things become like this.
I am clueless.
Wishing for miracles ain't helping at all.
As if there are so many miracles for me, lol!
For every r/s, two people's effort are needed to make it work.
When all along, its me & just me trying to salvage anything, i guess thats why things always don work.
When people walk out of his life, when he needed someone, i stayed & i am always here.
Did he ever appreciate?
I need assurance, i need a hug to tell me that everything's gonna be alright.
I need to know that its possible that two ppl can stay tgt forever.