this is real, this is me.

Life seems so weary lately.
My life now only revolve around dance + studies.
I hardly have any time left to do my own things.
Its been ages since I went out to have a proper dinner with my parents, much less shopping.
All these are pushing me towards a corner and i cannot breathe at all.
I feel tired and dry.
I need a guardian angel who will stand by me and keep me going on.

Today went school in the noon for dance until 5pm, to rehearse for mon performance in sch. The stage is so damn small. Ms Emily changed some part of the dance to fit all of us in. It sort of works. Hope everything goes smoothly on mon :)
Oh, we will be having dance training every sat as well.
23 April'07...the day im looking forward to.

I've not been focusing on my studies recently. There is too many things for me to cope with.
My grades are dropping.I feel so dissapointed. Ahhh!

It is not what you hold in your hand that is sacred, but what you hold in your heart.

wanJUN:)

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:47 pm

Dance SYF is coming in a month's time. It will be on 23 April.
Yesterday went school for dance training. It was real tiring.
We danced for the straight 4 hours.Can u imagined how it is like??
I hardly have any energy left after that.
Mrs Lim says that Mr Ong will treat us go Australia if we get Gold for syf. Its like wow,wow,WOW!!!!!
Haha. Initially, we didnt quite believe it but the look of mrs lim doesnt seem to be bluffing.
Hee`s. If it is true, that will be so great:)
Right now, we are all working hard towards getting gold. We all want the Australlia trip!! =) Haha.
However, I think behind every sucess, there will be a price for it.
We had alr decided to stay back in school every day for training till 23 April.
Aww..that will be so tiring man.
With all the school work, tests + syf training.....Haiz.
I think i will collapse sooner or later.
At this moment, I long for freedom.

PERSEVERE...PERSEVERE...PERSEVERE!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

12:38 pm

IM DEAD BEAT. XD

Dance camp ended yesterday.
It was really tiring but kinda fun.
I love the first nite the most:)
We had make- up competition at nite and it was real fun!
After that we watch the movie 'step up' in the dance studio. I didnt really watch it cos I watched it before alr.Hee`s. So Joan,May tann, xin ying and I began our chatting session.It was very relaxing :) Haha.
For the two days of camp, we had our syf training as well. It was very tough.
We just keep on dancing and dancing. Yesterday our attitude were great:)
We dance well. Our instructor and teachers were very happy in our improvement.
This camp have strongly bond us together.I get to know alot of my juniors.
They are all so cute:)
Hee`s.
My body now have alot of blue black.Haha so pain =x
And my shoulder and legs hurt.I wonder how am I going to dance tmr.

Today is alr thurs and I still have lotts of hw to do. Ahhh..this is driving me crazy.
This holiday dont seem like a holiday to me. Everyday is still so hectic.
I haven go for a shopping session with my dardars yet. I wanna go out!!!!

I am feeling so tired now. I think I have alr maxed up my energy long ago.
Life seems so weary lately.There isnt much to keep me going.
What exactly is holding my steps? Beats me.

xiaozhu miss you.
wanJUN :)

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

2:03 pm

Today had cheer competition in the morning. It was fun,we did our best.There is no regrets.
After that, went tm with my dardar and daughters:)
We had Long John Silver for our lunch. Shared food with dardar cos we were afraid of eating too much.
We then headed to century sq for neoprints session! :D
It was so cool and waaaayyy FUN!
Hahas..I miss that moment so much. We spent quite a long time decorating it.
We went to change back into our Pe shirts after that.
Took cab down to Bedok Reservoir. It was so hot that I feel like sleeping.Hee`s.
This yr cross country was pretty fun and its definately a memorable one for me.
Congratz dardar and my darlings for getting into top 30:)
Hee`s.
After the X-country, I headed to bedok Macdonald for ice cream with my dardars and dardar gang of frens. Haha. It was damn funny.
Joey and eliz went home earlier and the rest of us left at around 7 plus. We took bus 17 home and when alighting that time, I almost fall from the stairs. I was laughing like hell after that.Haha..so embarrassing.
Haha. I think today is the best day ever since school reopens. Heh, I hope time could stop at today:)

AND..... March holidays is finally here!
There is PTM tmr.Will update again tmr..
Nitez ppl!

wanJUN:)

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:28 pm

Its been pretty long since the last time I update my blog.Right now, I am blusting music into my ears. I need to shut off from the world out there for a moment. There is only one word to describe school these few days...H E C T IC. There are tons and tons of work waiting for me to finish. I wish I could get 40 hours a day.I feel weighed down by almost everything.

Tmr is our cross country. We will be having cheering competition in the morning. Have been practising our cheer for the past few days.I hope we will be able to get into top 3 :)Go! Four-seven'07!

March holiday is coming. I guess its the only time where I can recharge myself. Or should I say I hope I will have the time to do so, with all the extra lessons and syf practices.
This sat is the sec 4 ptm. I wonder wat Mrs lim will say to my mum. Haha.

wanJUN:)

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:55 pm