this is real, this is me.

I believe, everything will be fine.
But why do i feel that i'm so lonely?

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:55 pm

School has been rather hectic & wanjun has got no life. )':
As you can see, i've not blogged for weeks alr.
Mudane school life is all i have.
However, of course there are some colours adding to my life cos of my dearie 7 gong zu & meeting ruijie in school! (:

Alright, in the midst of all the hectic-ish workload, i had a great saturday with rui jie yesterday. (:
Met him in the morning till night. (:
Evening, we went to tamp for our dinner. (:
We had our dinner at the super unique Jap restaurant cum foodcourt at Tamp 1! :D
Its called Manpuku. (:
The food are really nice & unique. (:
But, the price is a lil steep ar. :/
One bowl of ramen for $9.80.
& I think this is the cheapest ramen sold there. :/
Anyway, the ambience there is really good. (:
I think it will be good if you can go there for a meal once in a while, to enjoy the nicee ambience they have. (:

After dinner, we went to century sq + tamp mall to get my stuffs.
Bought a new pencil case. (:
Hehe.
Got my 500 pieces of A4 papers from popular too.
Headed home after that.

I can't wait for this year to end.
Cos i am looking forward to christmas & new year count down. :P
Haha!
Rui jie says, now its only may & i am alr thinking about christmas.
Hehehe. :P
I am craving for steamboat! :D

Hahas, okay.
Coming week will be a hectic one for me too. ):
Mon & tues got to stay back in school for IG meetings.
Wed to Fri will be doing projs after lessons.
God knows what time i will be going home from school for the whole of next week. :/
Sigh.

I need you to fight this war with me.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:12 pm

This semester is really tough.
Many times, i feel like giving up.
Cos i'm really tired.
Tired of all the late nights doing tut, understanding all the difficult topics & only a few hours of sleep.
I know its just the beginning of everything, & its alr so intense.
I doubt my ability to carry on this messy life.

Life is full of uncertainty.
I hate this feeling of uncertainty in my life.
The only hope in my life is having a supportive bf.
I always feel secure after talking to him about everything.
Its strange, but true.

Just finished talking to ruijie on phone for close to half an hour.
My poor boy.
He is still in school at this late hour.
Anyway, i feel so much better after talking to him.
I truly, sincerely & greatly appreciate it. (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:41 pm

Today's a special day. (:
May 1st 2009, it marks our 4th month tgt! (:
& so, today we went out tgt. (:
Met rui jie at around 2 plus & we went to tamp 1, tm & century sq to walk around.
We then train-ed to cityhall in the evening. (:
Walked around suntec & had dinner at KFC. (:

After dinner, we walked to esplanade.
Its super crowded! :X
Cos there are many performances going on at the esplanade, as well as the area near the merlion.

Stayed there for awhile & chit chat. (:
Somehow, it reminds me of the day, 31/12/08, where we went to clark quey & esplanade for the countdown for 2009. :D
So memorable! (:
I can't wait for this year countdown too! (:
It will be a countdown to our lst anniversary too. (:
Hehe.
Okay, rui jie says i think too far. :P
LOL.

Next, we walked back to marina sq & then citylink & train-ed home. (:
I gave rui jie his cert which i helped him took yesterday, as well as the card i made for him. (:
Hehe.
I bought a tee shirt & he paid for it. :P
The shop uncle is super funny.
Is i buying the shirt, but both of us gave him the money & he took the money from rj only.
& he was laughing away.
Haha!
Anyway, thanks ruijie! (:

What everyone wants from life is continuous and genuine happiness.(:
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1.1.2009 (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:23 pm