this is real, this is me.

You are my sunshine in the mornings, my energy throughout the day, & the reason for all my dreams while i sleep.

((((((((((((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:33 pm

I shall start off with YESTERDAY. ((:
Had FA2 tut & econs lecture.
That econs topic on money supply is terrible, horrible & vegetable! :x
Wan Jun don't understand luhhhhhhh! :(
Although ruijie explained to me but, still don't uds. ):
I know i'm very stupid. ):
Okay, had lunch with clique at ITAS after our lessons ended.
Went to do mbs proj with them after lunch.
We did till around 3 plus & decided to call it a day.
Some of them left shortly after while i stayed at the access lab to do my econs tut + slacked abit.(:

Left at around 4pm to meet rui jie.
We went to the library to study. (:
Both of us did econs tut & i was on the verge of crying alr.
Stupid money supply, don't know wat the lecturer is talking. ):
Ahhhhhh!
Asked rj some qns & i don't know is becos the content of the topic is chim or his thinking is too complex. LOL. :D
I think is both. Haha!
He somemore say " do you want my complex thinking or the explanation in the lec bk? "
LOL! *faints*
Hahas.
We studied until 6pm & left tp to bedok reservoir. (:
We managed to catch the sunset! :D
Its really beautiful. (:
My regret is, i forgot to take photo of it. )):
Nvm, there will be a second time. (:
We sat down for awhile & admire the scenery. Haha!
After that, he suggested walking around bedok reservoir.
And so, we began walking & soon, its very dark alr.
We were on the right track right from the start by walking in the direction we were walking.
Haha! :D
We managed to walk out of bedok reservoir & reached the busstop that both of us are unfamiliar with. :P
But, luckily there is bus 69 there. (:
Rui jie walked with me to the busstop & accompanied me to wait for my bus. (:
Thanks. (: But i feel guilty, cos he missed his bus becos of this. :P
Home sweet home after that. (:
Ohh, someone is so deprived of childhood. Haha! :P
Don't know who kept finding playground arh?? :D
Hahahas.

Okay, mid sem is coming in around a week's time.
WANJUN, MUGGGGG!!
Haha!
My motivations will be the happenings right after mid sem! (((:
I've got a teacher who wants to teach me cycling! :D
Hee`s.
That person has got so many roles arh, my doctor & my teacher. Haha! :P

I wish for time to stop at this moment. (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:47 pm

Today's a super long day in school.
Had MBS lec + tut, & Psycho tut.
Met up with my psycho proj group members during the 2 hours break to discuss our proj.
Almost done, but still need some touching up. ((:
Went home at around 6pm.

Looking forward to tmr & Sat! :D
Fri's my happiest school day. Ahaha! ((:

Lastly, i wanna say WORK HARD, WAN JUN!!! (:
Thanks all my friends for telling me that i will make it through. (:
Lets jia you tgt! (:

Say you will stand by me during this tough time, will you?

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:56 pm

I suddenly feel a SUPER STRONG need to start studying for mid sem.
5 subjects! D:
Ahh, wanjun gonna die like shyt. ))))):
Opps!
But, I really lack the confidence. ))))))))))))))))):
Esp in MBS!
Ohh please, it will be a miracle if i pass this sub.
Sigh. )):
Stupid IT luh, learn for wat man. ):

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
I am turning crazy soon! D:

& Im pissed!!!
For GOD-KNOWS-WHY.
LOL.

Argh! Leave me alone.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:49 pm

School today was alright, not very good though.
Had OB lec + Econs tutorial & it marks the end of school today.
Went SAA building with clique to get the NEA event tee.
Its super big, omg.
I took S & it loOks like EXTRA LARGE to me! LOL. :P
Had lunch with clique at engine school & we headed home after that.

Just finished my OB online quiz 5 minutes ago.
I was practically racing against time. Haha!
Anyway, thanks alot to rui jie for his help. ((((:

Someone is blur. (:
Hehe. Oops!
Its okay, still got another time. ((:
No worries, silly. (:
Hahas.
Someone says he wants to give me a warm hug after his run. LOL! :P

You don't know how impt you are to me! (:
We can stay like this forever. (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:04 pm

I came out with a new level under the Maslow's hierarchy of needs. LOL!!! :D
A need for CHOCOLATES! :DDD
HAHAHA!
I suddenly link to OB when chatting with RJ. Haha!
We were talking about chocolates & he tempt me with it.
He asked me to go drink milo as a substitute for chocolates & i said that it doesn't satisfy my choco needs. :P
LOL. I'm so creative right?? :P
Someone just don't know how to appreciate my creativeness.Tsk. Haha! :D

Okay, this morning, went back school for psycho proj meeting.
We started at around 10.45am & ended at 2pm. (:
CF was in school doing proj too. Haha!
So, met her after our proj for lunch tgt with my group mate, Hwee Hong. (:
The 3 of us went to opp tp there for KFC as our lunch.
Home sweet home after that!

Right now, im debating with someone on the issue of seeing ghosts. Haha!
Someone is so brave. :P
I told him that he can be my escort & you know wat he says??

RJ: If we see one, & im scared...
RJ: I will run faster than you. Haha.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tsk, tsk. So bad. ><
But his ans is super cute, haha!
I can't stop laughing. :DDDDD

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:49 pm

Today's a great day. (:
Normal lessons in the morning & all ended at 1pm. :D
Headed to ITAS for lunch with clique. (:
We did abit of MBS project from 2 plus to 4 plus.
After that, we then went to the library for FA2 proj discussion.
Did until 6pm, & all of us left.
I went to meet rj outside library. (:
We then walked to opposite tp there to buy bubble tea.
After buying, he suggested walking to a nearby park to find seats.
Haha!
So, we walked to the so called "park" & settled down at a bench infront of a playground. (:
Soon after, something funny happened. Haa! :D

RJ: Did you feel something?
WJ: Huh, feel what?
RJ: It's drizzling.
WJ: Really?? :P

After 5 mins...

RJ: You still didnt feel something?
WJ: No. Hahaha!
RJ: Ohh, maybe only me. Haha!
WJ: Ohh, ok i feel it alr. LOL.

And so, we went to find another seats under the voiddeck.
Just then, the rain stopped. LOL.
We continue talking about our tutors, subjects that we are taking, projects & other stuffs. (:
Before we realised, its alr very dark.
We then walked back to tp to take bus home at around 7 plus.
On the way back to tp, it started drizzling again. LOL.
The rain is super weird today. Haha!
My bus came first & home sweet home!

I'm thinking what christmas present to get?
Hahas.
Need to put on my thinking cap. LOL. :D
He alr thought of mine, & its like so fast!?
Hahas. Here is our conversation....

RJ: Have you thought of wat to get?
WJ: No, not yet. haha! You?
RJ: Yes, have an idea alr.
WJ: Huh, so fast?
RJ: Yes, & im not telling you. (:
WJ: LOL. :D can give hints?
RJ: no. (:

Baddie! ><
Hahahahas.

Okay, im tired.
Blog again tmr! (:

Thanks for ur intention of lending me ur umbrella. (:
Greatly appreciated. (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:34 pm

Having blocked nose right now. ):

School today was alright.
Had MBS lec + tut + Psycho tut.
Super tiring & sianz day i should say.
Haha!

Ohh, FA2 is Chim-nology! ):
I feel sooooooo dead. )):
Ahhhhh, how to survive?? ))):
I feel as if i've choosen the wrong course.
Its tough being an accountant, VERY. ):
My teacher told us that its not easy being an accountant nowadays, the workload is....!!!
Thats why accountants are quite well paid.
But, come to think of it, is it worth it??
LOL.
BUT, i wanna say that, i didn't regret coming into TP's A&F course. (((:
Meeting wonderful friends here! :D

Tomorrow! (((((:

Just a simple " I Love You ".

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:59 pm

Alright, school has been pretty hectic alr. ):
6 projects to do, piles & piles of workload waiting for me to complete. ):
Worst, mid sem test is just 2 weeks away.
Oh-so-my-god! ><

& Im sick right now, how "great" is that?
Running a slight fever + flu. ))))):
The cause is due to me getting drenched in the rain. )))):

Im moody!
Im STRESSED!
I feel like dying!

IGNORE ME.

Here is something for entertainment :) :

RJ: Take care. (: I will know wat happened if i don see you tmr.
WJ: hahas. yes, if you don see me tmr, you can go help me prepare coffin alr. I sneeze until die. LOL. Finished half a box of tissues alr.
RJ: touch wood!

Hahaha! :D

Hanging on becos of youu.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:50 pm

RJ'S A MEANIE!!! :DDDD
Here is our conversation :

RJ: are you afriad of bugs?
WJ: sort of. it depends on the size. haha! y??
RJ: cos there is a flying beetle in my room right now.
WJ: Ohh..enjoy! Haha! Jk. :P
RJ: I shall capture it & show you. :)
WJ: Hahas.

After several minutes, he really send me the picture of the beetle but he cancel the sending after that.

WJ: Ohh, i thought you were kidding about capturing it. haha! But y the sending won't move one??
RJ: cos its blur, so i cancel it.
WJ: Ok, hehe. I won't have nightmare tonight then. (:
RJ: I send it to ur phone through mms.(:
WJ: LOL. really??! Ahaha!
RJ: haha, I want you to have nightmare, guess its not scary enough. Time to find a bigger bug.
WJ: Haha! If you can find one....:P

End of conversation. (:

See, he is so mean right??
Ahaha!

IM SO STRESS UP WITH PROJECTS!!!! ))))):
Looking forward to after mid term tests & christmas! :DDDDDD
Quickly come please. (:

me & you, balances everything. (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:31 pm

Psychology's quizzes are tough! ):
OMG, sadden by the results. ):

School has been rather hectic lately.
School work piling up. ):
Not forgetting projects. ):
& Mid sem test is just 3 weeks away!?
Nooooooooo!
Falling sick soon, or rather, now. ):
Having sorethroat, flu & headache.
Hang tough!

Okay, an update on yesterday's school day.
Yesterday was CCN day for engine & Applied sc schools.
Went to support by buying some cookies & accessories from the various stalls.
Yes, im a kind + nice girl. (:
Haha!
Saw Arthur & junxian, & being nice, i bought cookies from them.
Its indeed yummy luh.
Hee`s. (:
Went to a stall & they were selling personalise muffins! :D
Bought one chocolate muffin for someone.
Hahas.
Went home at around 4pm with eunice, wee teng & rj. (:

I realised something.
I will do everything to prevent anything to trigger my past memories.
I thought i had forgotten, but sadly, it's still in me.
It sort of return to me today & i don't know why & how.
Why did it stay in my long term memory & not my sensory memory?? ):
It will be so much better if it is in my sensory memory, where it can be forgotten easily.
Not meeting is the only way to make me forget & be happy.
So, i hope our paths will never meet.
I'm sorry.

Waiting for the day...a new story begins. (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:28 pm

Blowing hot & cold, i feel fever-ish. ):

Bad mood, don't talk to me! ><

Maybe, I can't be compared to her.
If you were to choose...
Me & her, who will u choose?

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:54 pm

I've got a personal "doctor" who cares about me. (:
Someone who will buy me my gastric medicine when my gastric prob acts up.
Someone who will msg me asking if im feeling better.
Someone who don't want to nag at me. :P
Haha! Isn't this doctor great??
I don't mind being ur patient forever. (:

Thank you. (:

this kind of feeling i've never felt before. (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:40 pm

Today is a very "coincident" day.
Met someone at the bookshop, then after that met again at the library while waiting for the lift.
After that, we met again at library 6th floor.
Haha!
AND, you cannot believe that we met again at the busstop when going home.
Hahas. :DDDDDDDD
Ohh, someone is so cute today.
Haha! shhh...

Life is all about fate, right??

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:19 pm

CSC EVENT WAS AWESOME!
I had lots of fun. :DDDDDDDDD
Below are the photos taken today. (:

W.Jun & W.Teng with our cute balloons! :DDDD

Me with my bear + heart! :D

BLEAH. :P

Our game booth. (:

WT's, WJ's & LT's. (((((((:

WT's & my balloons! Can you spot Liting?? Haha! :D

WAN JUN's. :DDDDD Isn't it supeerrrr CUTE??

Alright, this morning woke up damn early for the csc event.
Met Liting, wee teng & CF at tamp mrt station.

We then proceeded to the event location.
I got my very first CSC tee shirt! Hee`s. (:
Changed into the shirt & we were assigned to our roles.

We were assigned to give out the goody bags to the public who took part in the brisk walk.

All of us were on stand by mode while waiting for the ppl to arrive.
After they arrived, it was a lil chaos.
Haha! Was super tiring after giving out about 2000 bags??

Anyway, saw some super cute aunties & kids! (:

Haha!
After that, all the csc members under the green carnival section were split into groups of 3.
Each group assigned to one game booth.
We had 2 hours of lunch break before our duty.

Went CS with clique for lunch.
Returned back to the event after that & we realised the event hired ppl to make balloons for the kids! :DDD

Being young at hearts, we also went to join the lonnnng queue.
HAHA! :D

Don't laugh okay. Who can resist all those super CUTEEEEE BALLOONS!? :P
If only, someone volunteer to queue & get one for me.....sigh.
Haha!

Had our duty after break.

Its abit boring at the game booth but alright luh. (:

Ohh, rui jie really came! Ahaha.

Saw him but he didnt saw me. LOL.

I was on duty then, thus msged him asked him to go find zong you they all first, cos they having break at that time.

After that, we were told that we could go home earlier cos nth much alr.

So, had debrief at around 2.45pm & we were released.
I enjoyed my day. (: A meaningful event indeed. (:
Rj came to find me after that & gave me my honey milk tea! (:
Thanks. (:

Im thinking, maybe we should just stay like this forever.

Will it be the best choice?

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:12 pm

Tmr gonna be a day out for me.
Going for CSC event for the whole day tmr.
Its the NEA Clean & Green spore event held at the open field opposite Tampines Mall. (:
Meeting time is at 8am, which means i must wake up super early. ):
Anyway, hope it will be fun!

Someone says he will come down to support this event. (:
Haha!
I shall see if he really comes. Hehe. (:

Someone is abit abnormal today.
Asked me super random question & i don uds wat he is saying. :P
LOL.
Under too much stress huh?? Haha!

Even in a total eclipse of the sun, you brighten my life. (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:17 pm

Someone just woke up from his dreamland. *LAUGHS*
Not fair, he went on a trip to his dreamland after he reached home just now & had his dinner.
Why didn't i think of that?
Haha!

Okay, im very sleepy now.
Time for me to make a trip to my dreamland. (:
Hee`s.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:49 pm

Today was a happy day! (:
Had FA2 tut & Macroecons lec in the morning.
This ends my day, woots! (:
Headed to ITAS for lunch with clique.
After that, we went to library to discuss FA2 project.
CF left after that while me, weeteng & eunice stayed at the library to do econs tut.
Thanks girls for pei-ing me. ((:
Hee`s.
Waited for rui jie's msg & it came at around 4pm.
Left to meet him at the library entrance.
We then walked to opp tp there to buy bubble tea since he suggested it. (:
Took bus 293 to tamp interchange after that.
We catch the 'Quantum of solace' at 5.10pm.
Its a pretty nice movie, except that some scenes are quite violent.
Haha!
Ohh, while we were walking around at cs, there is this lady who approached me.
I am not sure what she was promoting but she was holding a stalk of rose & she asked if i want or smth like that.
I smiled at her & said no.
I was feeling kind of weird so i look at rui jie.
Then the lady looked at him too.
Both of us laugh-ed after we walked past the lady.
Haha! Damn funny. :D
And Rui Jie was damn funny, i was carrying my econs bk on my hand & here is our conver.

RJ: You want to keep ur econs bk in ur bag?
WJ: Ohh its okay. (:

After 20 mins....when we reached TM...

RJ: You want to keep ur bk in ur bag?
WJ: huh, ohh nvm.
( i was thinking then, isn't that he just asked before? Hahahahas! :D )

After 10 mins...

RJ: You very devoted to ur econs bk ar...(:
WJ: HAHA! errrr...
RJ: You want to keep in my bag first?
WJ: Its Okay, i gt no prob carrying it. Haha!

We went home at around 7 plus after the movie. (:
On the way to the bus interchange, i asked him about econs.
Okay, he makes me damn stress now.
Oops! hahas. :P
Conclusion: My mind is too simple to uds his complex mindset.
LOL. :D
As always, enjoyed his company today. (:

Something random here.
A&F IG advisers organised a 5D4N HONG KONG STUDY TRIP NEXT YR MARCH!!
I SO WANNA GO! (((((:
My dearest friends, anyone wants to go with me????
Hee`s.
Its like so damn fun & meaningful.
We get to learn alot & not forgetting, SHOPPING SESSIONS!! :D
Haha! Okay, im alr very excited. (:
Rui Jie says he is interested in this trip too. (:
Hahas.
Its a lil expensive but hopefully, i will be able to go.

I'm super tired now.
I feel as if i can fall asleep any moments.
Haha!
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

that smile you plant on my face. (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:22 pm

Today's school was tiring.
Had lesson from 9am to 6pm.
MBS lec & tut. ):
Most-Boring-Subject. LOL.
As usual, i dont know what the lecturer is teaching.
Haha! Im sooooo dead i know. :P
I can predict my result for this sub alr. Oops! :P

FA2 is killing me & my brain cells too.
Did the tutorial until damn pek chek. =x
CF & I crap alot on the bad debts thingy. Haha!
Its damn funny. :DDDD

Conclusion: To all the companies out there, if you all went bankrupt, please don't bother to pay back the money after we, accountants have write it off as bad debts. It is a fortunate issue for the company but definitely NOT for the accountants. Thank you. (:
LMAO.

Wan Jun wants a smarter brain! Best still, his brain.
:DDDDDDDD
Haha!
Woots! Tmr. (:

Stored in my long term memory. (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:07 pm

Mood for the day : HAPPY!

AHAHA!
:DDDDDDDDDDD

WHOOTS!
FRI IS THE LOVE YO? (((((:
CAN'T WAIT!

Maybe both of us are clear about our feelings, but we lack the courage.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:11 pm

School has been pretty good so far.
I love the company of my dearest friends. (:
School will be even better if i don't need to take cds.
Sigh.
Everytime when i am in my psycho tut class, i will miss the times when i have lesson with my usual classmates.
Its so different, seriously.
Okay, i should not grumble about it anymore.
Life is like that, no matter i like it or not.
Why waste my time grumbling about it right?
As a promise to someone, i will give my best effort for psycho. (:
Its tough, but i hope i can do it.

Today was a business statistic day.
Had both lec & tut on the same day.
Was rushing to lec cos my tutorial teacher damn draggy.
Haha!
Was kinda sad during lecture.
A secret that i cannot tell. :P
Hee`s.
End up, its not wat i thought it was. (:

I feel happy when he is feeling better after taking the lemsip that i gave him.
This happiness is undescribable.
Hoping that he recover soon. (:

I really hope, my efforts will pay off.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:44 pm

Today school was alright. (:
Early morning bus-ed to school.
Headed to cheers to buy sweets.
After that, walked back to busstop to wait for my friends.
Soon after, all reached & we walked to LT23 for OB lecture.
Passed someone his bk + medication for flu + sweets. (:
Haha!
Get well soon. (:

OB lecture was okay.
Perception. (: Interesting topic.
Hahas.
I realised something, OB is a nice subject to study, but NOT a nice subject to be tested for exams.
Haha! :P
Okay, following OB was Econs tutorial.
My tutor is not bad. (:
Hee`s.
After tut, went to meet sw to pass her the cd.
After that i went with my group members to library for proj meeting.
It ended quite fast. (:
CF & I then headed to mensa for lunch & home! (:

Sometimes, i will have the urge to tell him.
But, always at the crucial time, i will hesitate.
Past experience tells me not to try.
Sigh.

*CRIES*
I hope im thinking too much. ):
I hope he is not thinking the same thing as im thinking.
)))):

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:38 pm

Today was a rest day at home.
Nth much. (:
School tmr! :D
OB lecture & econs tut.
Gotta meet siaowei tmr after school to give her the cd on the photos for getwet. (:
Lets hope everything goes well tmr.
Esp the morning plan. (: Hee`s.
God, nth must go wrong please.
Hehe. Surprise surprise!
(((((((((((((((((((:

I think i better sleep early tonight.
Need to wake up earlier tmr.
Haha! Shhhhh.

Sometimes, i will think.
After everything, is it worth it??

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:57 pm

OB PROJECT IS KILLING ME! =x
*head spinning* =x
LOL.
Seek help from rui jie. Hehe. (:
Will go do some brain storming ltr on wat he told me.
Gonna kill more brain cells again. Haha!
THANKS ALOT! (:
Sorry & hope he really don't mind.

Get well soon. ):
Rmb to eat ur medicine.

Say you won't leave me alone.
& I will always be there for you. (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:48 pm

As promised, here are some of the photos for GET WET DAY! :DDDD
I took 124 photos, but due to the super lag blogger, i only managed to upload some. (:
ENJOY! :D

Me & Hui Ling. (:

Me & Eunice after the event. (:

1A06 participants + helpers! :D 1A06 ROCKS!

My class + Siti. (:

Another shot! :D

Me & Hui Ling. (: Taken before debrief.

TP NIGHT SCENARY. ((((:

SUN SETTING! (: Stupid trees, block my beautiful view. =x Haha!

I love this shot.(: Its not very clear here but, i captured all of em jumping for the water bomb. (:

Second game. (:

random shot. :P

Wei Li hiding behind the white board. LOL. :P

Before the wet ass chair game. (:

Okay, yesterday's school was fine.
Had FA2 tut followed by macroecons lecture.
After lec, met rui jie in the LT room.

Returned him his econs tut & he passed me his econs bk.
Thank you! (:
Ohh, Hui Ling gave me a lil gift!
Its a hello kitty keychain! :DDD
I LOVE IT! THANK YOU! ((:
Had lunch with clique & headed to project room for our first meeting for OB.
OB project is tough. ):
Why must spore win the hosting for youth olympics games????
If Spore didn't win the hosting, our project won't be on this topic alr. Tsk.
Sigh. Gotta go do some research on this later.
To me & my dearest group mates, lets do our best! (:
We did it for POM, so we shall do the same for OB. ((:

On another note, i think i must get my interest back for econs.
I so much prefer microecons. (:

I so hate macroecons. ):

BAHHH.
Anyway, last night i got my queries cleared for econs.

Haha!

Rui jie was answering my questions through msn.
I realised he has got superb memory. LOL.

He was explaining to me the qns for tut 1 & his econs bk was with me.
Get it?? Haha!
Anyway, thanks for his help. (:

I understood most of it alr. (:

Blog again tonight! (:

I should feel contented.
Yes, be contented, wanjun.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

12:31 pm