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Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Ok, back from school. (:
Well, im beginning to like my class and life in poly.
1A06-ers rocks! :D
As for the subjects that im learning now, i kind of like financial accounting & principle of management. (:
Econs kill braincells. Thats wat i can say. HAHS.
But the first topic on econs is alright i guess.
I love the term, opportunity cost.
Hahas.
Apel & comm skills is alright.
Csa still sucks.

Im looking forward to CCN day in tp. (:
My class will be selling things! :D
Yeah.

I will be able to cope with my studies, jia you! ;D

Life is amazing.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:18 pm

Sunday, April 27, 2008
Alright, 2nd post of the day.(:
Today is quite a productive day. (:
Im done with my csa individual research assignment which i have to submit by next sun.
Yeahnnessss!
Past few days have been super stress up by this assignment as i don noe how to do & i hate csa.
All the IT stuffs. =x Ewwww.
Now, i feel so relieved man. Hee`s.
Many thanks to my classmate, Wei Guang for his help. (((:
Seriously, thanks alot alot alot. (:
Without his help, i wouldnt have know wat to do much less finish everything by today.

Feeling so tired now.
Lesson tmr at 3pm. -.-

JIA YOU!! WAN JUN !!

Whenever life seems to drift you away from me, I can't help but cry. You've grown to be such a part of me that without you life is no more than a desperate sigh.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:34 pm

Ok, i will give a more detailed post on the past few days.

Thurs.
Had computer skills application lab session.
It sucks completely.
I hate IT stuffs.
Wonder how im going to survive through man. ):
It ends at 5pm & i bus-ed to tm to meet Joel.
Had dinner at pastamania.
I didnt eat much, no appetite.
We chatted for quite some time & then went to walk around.
Its great! (((((:
Train-ed home at around 8 plus & i gave him the letter.
Im looking forward to the next meet-up session. :P

Fri.
Had my first financial accounting & econs lecture early morning.
Financial accounting is hard but so far, its understandable. (:
I love this the most. (:
Econs. This is like a combination of geo & social studies.
Its animal language. =x
Don know why my mind can easily drift away to somewhere during this sub.
Hahas.
After this is an 1 hour break followed by my course orientation.
In between, my class had to leave for comm skills tut for an hour.
My whole class wasnt really enthu about the orientation.
In fact, we actually asked our comm skills teacher to continue when we were supposed to leave for the orientation. HAH.
Wow, studious class indeed! :P Hahahas.
In the later part of the orientation, its quite fun & we were all quite enthu by then.
We played wet games & we all got totally wet. =x
And guess wat!?
My class is the champion class for A&F orientation! :DDD

Sat.
Went to bugis to meet hui ling, wee teng, qiu foong & Loy to get our thumbdrive.
After that, me, qiu foong & Loy wanted to look for laptops.
We searched for a long time before deciding which one to get.
Finally, qiu foong & I bought it while Loy put a deposit.
Im damn sad after that.
Its the first time i felt so sad after buying things.
Lol.
My heart is bleeding man. A huge part of my money gone. )):
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. )))))))))):

I want to be a strong girl.
My motivation, june holiday outing with him. (:
Ferris wheel + choco fondue.
My goal. (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:10 am

Saturday, April 26, 2008
I bought my laptop today with Qiu feng.
Many thanks to Loy who helped the both of us carry our laptops. ((:

Im stressed.
I don noe why.
I feel so useless.
What is wrong with me??
Im regretting my choice to poly.
Seriously.
I'd rather be in jc & stressed myself up.
I don like the gap between us that is separating us up.

My pillar; my cheer- up drug,
comes & goes.
Its killing me inside.
I miss you.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:48 pm

Friday, April 25, 2008
Yesterday meet up session with Joel after school is great! :)))))))

And today's A&F orientation is a blast!!!!!!
Had fun!!!!!! :DDDDD

Lessons have been quite ok these few days.
I kind of like financial accounting. (((:
But i hate Econs!
It sucks.
I thought i will not study econs by choosing poly & still, my course requires us to study econs.
Gosh! ):
Its the same as jc stuffs. ):

Blog again tmr. tired.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:23 pm

Wednesday, April 23, 2008
First day of school! (:
Well, had CSA lecture in the morning at 11am, followed by a 2 hours break & then 2 hours of Principal of management lecture.
I hate CSA! )= Its computer skills application.
It sounds very complicating. =x
OH GOSH! Im having the hands on tmr in com lab for 3 hours. )))):
Save me! ):
Principal of management looks okay. Just that got alot to memorise.
And im feeling so stress up now.
There is alot of things coming at one go & i feel so lost.
Worst, we alr know the mid sem test & main exams date on the first day of school.
There is like so lil time! )))):
Argh! Stress luh.
I regret coming to poly, everything seems so new to me.

On a happier note, i saw alot of ex-prcs frens today in school. (((:
I so miss them.
I saw cheyee & helena! :D
Heh, i saw jun xian, arthur, shengbang, khai etc too. (:
I miss prcs. ):

10am lecture tmr.
And there is A&F orientation this fri.
Im stress. ):

I hope tmr meet up session with you will be a success one. (:
Looking forward.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:08 pm

Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Alright, i think i will not update my blog so frequently now as my house is damn dirty & messy! Argh! I hate it man. ))):
The construction work in my house is crazy man.
I simply cant stand it.
Worst still, it gonna last for 10 days & today's only the 2nd day.
Ahhhhhhh! Would any kind souls wanna rent his/her room for me to stay!?
Hahahas.
Ok, there is no sch today & i went to KTV with my poly friends.
We had a great bonding time together. (:
Hahas.
Shi Li, Qiu Feng, Eunice, Wee Teng & me. ((:
1A06-ers!
Qiu feng & I were damn funny. Ahah....here is our conversation:

Qf: hey do u have a bf before?
Wj: yar..1.
Qf: same!!!!!!! also 1 !!!

* take note....Qf gets high over very funny things.**

Wj: hahas Ok..
Qf: how long you & he been together??
Wj: 17 months
Qf: OH MY!!!!! same also!!!!
Wj: hahahas..really? So qiao ar!?
Qf: yar. then your ends at which month?
Wj: this year Jan.
Qf: OMG!!!!!!!!!! Same!!!!!!!
Wj: HUH!? got so qiao one meh? Hahahas.
Anyway, nothing to be happy about luh. LOL.
Qf: ya lor..so qiao leh! Ahah.
Qf: then wat kind of guy is he??
Wj: Erm..... Wee Teng!!!!! * trying to get help from weeteng*
Wj: you can ask weeteng too....she knows him also. Hahahas.

Sigh. sadded luh. They talked alot of things which i can relate to him.
):

sigh. Ok, school starts tmr! (:
lecture at 11am.

I so miss him. ):
Looking forward to thurs (((((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:24 pm

Sunday, April 20, 2008
Yesterday went out with qirong to shop for her & my stuffs.
Went to Orchard Fareast & bugis.
At the end of the day, we finally bought our stuffs. (:
Headed home after that.
Im really broke now, no more shopping.


On a diff note, i feel that poly is really stress.
And who says that poly is very relax!?
There is alot of things going on when term starts & i wonder if i can survive through. ):
I need my motivation, but there is none.
Sigh.
Not in a good mood now.


Not again.
Im devastated.
I guess i made a wrong move, a wrong choice.
"You will never forget your first love. That's what makes it so special. You love so hard, so deeply, and so intensely because you don’t know any different. It's the best until it is over. Then you hurt like you've never been hurt before. Eventually you love again, but you love differently. You will love more carefully, more cautiously. Just know that there is so much more love waiting for you, but there will always only be one first."

He's not a bad guy.


You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:56 am

Saturday, April 19, 2008


I love TP's tee shirt! (:



CAM-WHORED SESSION WITH QR AFTER ORIENTATION. ((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:44 am

TP's BUSINESS SCHOOL ORIENTATION WAS A BLAST!!!! :D
The two days of orientation were great.
I love TP mass dance & TP's school song. (:
Its really fun & the song is nice.
During these two days, we got to know our class & get to meet our course manager & not to forget, timetable for the semester.
Im in class 1A06. (:
My timetable sucks big time. =x
For this semester, every mon & tues my lectures only start at 4pm & end at 6pm.
This is like wat the.....
Go school at 4pm!? ):
Argh! Hate it luh! =x

Ok, back to the fun time.
we had ice breaking games on the first day, which is thurs & its kind of fun.
We learn all the business school cheers & such.
Eh, the rest cant rmb alr. :P
Hahas.
Second day of orientation was the most fun & enthu one.
We had TP's Regatta at TP's sports complex.
Its a competition among the five diff schools in TP.
After that, we walked to bedok reservoir & had dragon boat competiton.
Its supppppeerr fun! (:
And guess wat!?
TP 'S BUSINESS SCHOOL IS THE OVERALL CHAMPION!!!!!
We clinched 4 out of the 5 trophys! (((((((((((:

We were released at around 6.30pm & i met up with Qirong & gang and we headed to TM for dinner.
We were still so high then.
HAH! :D
We kept singing the business sch's cheer while we walked.
Hee`s.
Stayed there till 9 plus & home-ed!

School starts next week.
But for next week only, mon & tues i have no school.
Hee`s.
So, school will start on wed for me.
Im feeling so stress up now. ):
Gosh! May things go smooth for me.

TEMASEK'S ME, TEMASEK'S YOU.
WE ARE A TEAM! (:

I miss you.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:22 am

Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Business school orientation tmr.
Kind of looking forward to it, but the thought of going to a completely new environment kind of make me a lil scared. =x
I wonder wat kind of coursemates i will have...
I wonder if the lecturers are nice ppl.....
I wonder if the orientation will be fun....
I wonder if i will click well with all the new frens...

Aiyo, scared luh. =x
If only you are there...
Lets hope everything turns out well. (:

With school starting soon, i think i should put my mind & soul into my studies now.
I wonder if i still have that motivation i used to have during O's.
I really hope i still have it...
I wanna do well in poly & get a min of 3.5 credit & hopefully, get into uni.
Maybe, we can still meet in uni.
I rmb how u became my source of motivation during my sec 4 school days.
Maybe partly is becos u're in 4/8 & we had quite a few common teachers teaching us & this made me super stress up.
And due to the fact that u're good in bio while im not & Mrs lim was our teacher.
Hahas.
Both of us made it for our O's.
I felt kind of relieve when Mrs Lim said something to me on the result day.
" Wah both of your got 5 distinctions ah, congrats! "
I didnt let myself down. (:

I really hope u will still be my source of motivation.

Edited/

I've a sudden urge to go Australia, Sydney! ((((((:
Heh. :P
Its an eye opener for me.
I just get to know a friend from Aystralia, Sydney.
Nice friend he is. (:
Know him through tagged when he dropped me a message.
I've learn alot from him, and the things happening at his hometown.
Its really cool!
The education system over there seems to be quite similar to us.
Two years of high school & after that university. (:
Sydney seems to be a very beautiful place.
I love the country becos it has the four seasons. (;
Ahh, i would very much want to experience winter. :P
Heh and the houses there are simply beautiful.
I could picture it in my mind when he described it to me.
Two storeys high, has a front & backyard, a pool, has a deck extention of the back end of the house for entertaining outside & a huge garden. ((:
Oh my, this is life! (:
Ahhhhhh, why i don have this kind of life man? ):
Ahaha.
I've decided to go Sydney for a visit if i have the chance in future. (:
Oh, and i just realised that the time diff between here & there is only 2 hours diff.
Thats cool. Ahah. (:
And i dunno iszit their culture or part of their ways of showing respect or wat, but he just keep praising me when he didnt even met me before.
" Smart Wanjun....Kind Wanjun...Nice Wanjun....Pretty wanjun...."
LOL.
In return,
NICE Adrian; HUMOROUS Adrian, nice knowing you! (;

Why am i so affected by you??

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:46 am

Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Almost all poly students started their school alr.
Left with TP. ):
Next mon will be my first day of school.
Its not a very good day to start off with school huh? 21 April.
Sigh.
Anyway, yesterday went to tm & whitesands with qirong.
I bought a storybook from popular.
Looks quite interesting, haven started reading yet though.
WanJun actually buy storybook yea? *Laughs*
Look, im trying to change my life.
I just want to do anything that helps.
Hahas.
Poor me, i don have A maths sums for me to keep my mind occupied.
Lol.
I guess when school starts, all will turns for the better.
At least, i hope.

Alright, gonna go finish up the letter to him.
I feel that im writing a compo.
Lol.
Till then.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:30 am

Monday, April 14, 2008
PHOTOS TIME :



















Those were the memories. (:
Its hard to be happy for the person u love when you noe his happiness doesnt includes you.
Its really hard.
There is hatred, sadness, happiness in me.
Wow, you gave me an 'interesting' life isnt it?
I don noe how to move on from here.
My comedy channel; my laughing antidote; my source of happiness, not gonna be mine anymore.
I cant stop it from happening.
Its a recurring torment i have to go through every now and then.
I really hate it.
I hate status & background.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:00 am

Yesterday was an awesome & peaceful day out with joey gf. (:
We met at marina sq & shopped around there.
We continue shopping at suntec & its really window shopping for the both of us.
Went to build-a-bear workshop. All the softtoys are so damn cute! :P
Didnt stay there for long. Not a very gd memory though.
Then, we went down to carrefour & bought food for us to 'picnic'.
Hah.
We wanted to walk over to esplanade the merlion there to chat + eat but sadly, we were lost.
Hahas. Both of us don noe the route to esplanade.
We gave up after walking for sometime & decided to eat & chat at marina sq.
We were craving for cup noodles then & decided to go 7-eleven to buy cup noodles.
Haha. :D
We settled down at a bench outside 7-eleven & eat our food + chit chat session.
Oh, our food includes of cup noodles, cheese cake,3 hotdog breads & one big fruit juice.
Can see that we were crazy over food then. Ahaha!
We sat there for about 3 hours long.
Basically, we were chatting about our going-to-start poly lifes & our love life.
Feel so much better after talking things out.
Thanks joey gf! ((:

At around 7 plus pm, we began to clear up & then headed to esplanade.
We asked for direction on the way there. Hee`s.
Finally, we reached esplanade & began walking to the merlion there.
We cam-whored alot on the way there. Heh :P
The night scenery is simply beautiful !!!
OMG, i love the place so much. Its so peaceful.
How i wish i can stay there forever. Ahah.
After cam-whoring, we settled down at the steps near the merlion there & listen to music in joey's hp.
This is life man. (:

While sitting there, alot of thoughts came through my mind.
The city is so big. Im afraid i will get lost in this city.
I can see the big ferris wheel far away infront of me.
It used to be our dream isnt it?
Now that u're gone, a tinge of sadness came across me when i thought of it.
Maybe, its just not meant to be.
Maybe, im the one pulling you back all this while.
Causing you so many troubles cos of religion probs.
I will learn to accept it that its over.

Ok, back to the point.
We stayed there till 9pm & then train-ed home.
Once again, thanks joey for ur listening ears!
Must meet up again soon alright. (:

Photos up in the next post. (:


can't believe that i'm the fool again,
i thought this love would never end,
how was i to know?
you never told me
can't believe that i'm the fool again,
and i who thought you are my friend,
how was i to know? you never told me.

about the pain and the tears... oooh...
if i could i would, turn back the time...

i should have seen it coming, i should have read the since,
anyway, i guess its over.


You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:32 am

Saturday, April 12, 2008
Speech day today.
Everything's alright, a lil boring though.
Received a certificate + $30 voucher.

I cant deny the fact that u made me smile today.
But, its short lived.
Too many things coming to me at one go.
They are cornering me to a place where i cant breathe.
Im afraid of seeing you, really.
Im afriad to see the changes in you.
I don want to face this reality.Its killing me inside.
I don blame you for all these.
I have only myself to blame, for loving you too much; for putting all my heart & soul in you.
Love is really blind.

I hate to admit this but you are the only one who can make me smile.
A cold hard fact.
This is cruel, at least to me.
You took my faith & then crush it.
I wont want to have a bf now, or maybe this 2-3 years.
I've lost all my faith.

But still, i wish to see you again.
Wanjun is beyond cure.
I have a feeling i'll never get out of this.
I hate you, but when i see you, it ruins everything.
It just breaks my heart looking back to the past.
I cant get over it, you are pulling me back.
The sad thing is, i cant move on.

Would you be there.....for me.


You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

3:09 pm

Friday, April 11, 2008
Alright, second post of the day.

First of all i wanna say, CURSED THAT BIRD WHICH DID THAT TO MEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHH!!!! >_<

Ok, i shall cool down.
I guess you ppl must be thinking why i hate that bird sssooooo much right??
Yes. I hate it cos it shit on my hand!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The thought of it just made me mad.
I was happily walking back home with mummy after a fruitful shopping session & suddenly, the shit just land on my left arm.
WTH. Damn.
I know it sounds kind of hilarious but, its not fun at all luh. >_<
My goodness.
I spent close to 1 hour washing my arm. ):
Eeeeeyear!

I shall stop thinking about that before i gets mad again.
Hahas.
Ok, just now went out with mummy to Parkway Parade.
I was telling myself not to spend anymore cash on shopping but, i ended up with 3 bags of stuffs going home.
HAH. :D
Oh, i didnt spent a single cent of my own money.
All mummy paid for it. ((((:
I LOVE SHOPPING WITH MUMMY!!!! (((((((:
Hee`s.
Oh, i alr bought my keychain for hp! (:
We had lunch at a restaurant called central restaurant.
I think chinese name is called ' Zhong huan cha chan ting'.
I still prefer Din Tai Fung. (:
Hahas.
Headed home after that.

I just received a message from a new fren.
She's my coursemate & i know her through FOW.
She said that she has a new name called Jael.
Her original name is Liwen.
Hahas. Funny lah she. :D
Btw, this new name reminds me of someone.
Its just an alphabet diff. Lol.
Stop thinking so much man, wanjun.
Hahahas.

Oh my....speech day tmr.
How...how..how??
Its showtime.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

3:53 pm

Hellloooo world!
Yesterday's outing with my darling gfs were awesome! (((((:
Met Cheyee & Helena at the busstop outside PRCS in the late morning.
We went back to collect our O levels Certs.
Initially, we wanted to go up to find the teachers but guess that we are not allowed to do so.
And so, we left after collecting our certs.
I miss PRCS so much luh. All the wonderful memories. (:
Its just like we just took our O's yesterday. Awww.
Aftermath, we headed to whitesands & decided to have our lunch at the HK restaurant.
Then, we train-ed to bugis.
Went to the arcade as Helena wanna catch the soft toys. Haha.
All the soft toys are damn cute can.
Any kind souls wanna catch it for me????
You will be loved by wanjun.
HAHAHAS. :D
Headed to bugis street after that.
Bought my tube top. (:
We then train-ed down to Orchard as Helena wanted to look for her comics.
We hit Fareast after that & it was then we got tempted to buy things.
Hah.
I bought a shorts & a top.
Both cy & helena also bought a thing each from the same shop.
We were the perfect ' sun you' ( bad company) man.
HAHAHAS. ;D
We tempted each other to buy things. *Laughs*
We headed home after that as the 3 of us were seriously broke. ):
We shall not go shopping again. Hahas.

Oh, how lucky can i be ??
Yesterday i was thinking if i should get that hello kitty hp strap w keychain but end up i didnt get it, and, this morning my keychain on my hp broke.
Out of nowhere it broke!!!!!!!
OMG. Sadded luh.
Is god trying to tell me that i should buy that keychain???
*Grin*
But, im lazy to go back there to buy.
Argh! ):

Oh, heard from Adib that FYRHTO is the overrall champion for the 3 days of FOW !!!
FYRHTO ROCKS!!!! :DDDDDDDD

All the memories flash through my mind when i stepped into prcs.
Those were the days.
It will never be back.
Life is never fair to me.
No one understands how i feel...my heart feels so heavy that i can hardly breathe.
Only in my sleep. But even in my sleep, i have nightmares.
I don understand my heart anymore.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:47 am

Wednesday, April 09, 2008
Skipped the last day of orientation which is today.
Hah. Well, since nobody is going so we decided not to go.
Going to meet helena & gang later for gym! ((:
Meeting up with them tmr again to go back prcs + shopping after that. (((:
I miss prcs! I really really miss prcs & the ppl there.
I guess im still not used to TP.
I find it very weird there, seriously.
I wanna go back to prcs, i miss my frens there. ):
I miss sec 4 life.
Awwwww.

Anyway, i will be going back prcs again this sat for speech day.
Don really feel like going alr. Not becos of the school, but.....hmm.

Yesterday, i found something that is very impt to me.
Its been missing since O's.
I suddenly thought of it yesterday and went to search high & low for it.
Its a present given by someone from somewhere.
Finally, i found it.
But, the time has stopped. Wonder if its spoilt or no batt. ):
Saddening.
How i wish in reality, our time stop at that moment too.
Sigh.
Enough of that.
It doesnt really matters anymore.

Iszit a yes or a no ?

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:15 am

Tuesday, April 08, 2008
Alright, yesterday was the first day of TP Orientation Workshop.
Met cheyee, qirong & helena at tp busstop early morning.
All the OGLs were super high can.
Qirong, helena & me felt like going home when we stepped into the school.
Hah.
The OGLs were scary luh.
And on a worst note, the four of us were all split into diff empires. ):
For me, im in the empire called FYRHTO! And my sub empire is FYRGGIE! (:
In my empire, i only know adib & alicia kok.
I got to know a few new friends too & one of them happened to be in the same course as me. (:
The OGLs in my empire were all very nice & friendly & HYPER!
Hahahas.
We learnt alot of cheers & i love all the cheers! (:
After that, we proceeded to the ice breaking games.
Its quite fun, esp the so called ' couple dance'.
After lunch, our next game was to walk from tp all the way to tm.
Its damn tiring.
We got 4 diff stations to complete on the way to tm.
Now, my whole body is aching. ):
After everything ended, we got to take bus back to tp.
Thats the best part man, with aircon!!! :D
Hah.
Back to tp & the OGLs talked to us & we got to go home at around 7 plus! (:
I then met up with helena, cy & qr and we took bus to tm for dinner.
Headed home after that.

FYRHTO-ERS : Friendly Pei shan, coursemate Li wen, quiet Amanda, Pretty Yan ling, Funny Yan Ting, Shuai Yu Hang, Manly Anson, my dance partner Derrick, talkative Jun An, humorous Wee Hang, hyper Alicia, not-so-hyper Shu ping & ex classmate Adib! ((:
The rest i cannot rmb their names. Hahas.

Not going for today's orientation.
My body is aching all over. :x
Still deciding whether to go for the last day tmr anot.

Cheer # 1 :
F for FYRHTO
F F for FYRHTO
F for FYRHTO
F F for FYRHTO........

Cheer# 2
Fight for the champion, fight fight.
Score for the champion, score score.
Fight for the champion, score for the champion
The rest can go pang sai (shit) ! *laughs*

cheer# 3
We are from FYRHTO
We gonna make you tou ( fall in dialect)
girls: cos they're so macho
guys: & the girls are pretty chio
F Y R H T O
doesnt matter friend or foe
we will confirm make you tou!

Alright, the rest of the cheers cant rmb alr. Hahas.
Oh, FYRHTO IS THE OVERALL CHAMPION FOR YESTERDAY!!!!!! ((:
GO! FYRHTO!


Im telling myself not to look back anymore.
But, speech day this sat.
Going back to a place full of memories.
How not to look back??

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:10 am

Sunday, April 06, 2008
My regrets.
I have alot of regrets in life.
I wonder how beautiful life will be without all these regrets.
Seriously, im regretting my decision now.
Sometimes, i wish i had not make that choice.
Maybe life will still be the same as it used to be.
Am i wrong??
Every now & then, i will think back about the past.
what if i chose the jc route in the lst place....
what if i did not send that message on that very day...
what if i didnt choose you....
what if 210706 didnt exist at all...
what if i didnt went for the chinese oral...
what if im in jc now....
what if im not wanjun...
what if im a christian.........

Will things still be the same??
My regrets. ):

Going school tmr & im emo-ing now.
What a day.
Feels so weird going school without seeing him.
Im back to the starting point. ):
Im not looking forward to speech day, am I ??
Maybe, it will makes my heart feels better. Maybe.


You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:01 pm





Hellllloooo! Back to blog. (:
Yesterday was a fun day slacking with Qirong at whitesands.
We went to popular to buy my stationary which includes of pens + correction tape. Heh.
Don know how many months never use pen alr. :P
Oh, i bought a hello kitty pen!!! ((((:
And, i also bought hello kitty sweets!
HahAHAs.
As you can see, im very much into Hello Kitty nowadays.
Lol.
Aftermath, we headed down to NTUC for sushi! ;D
Then, we went up to the library for QR to use her laptop.
I was having fun taking shots of the scenery & stuffs.
Hahas.
At around 4 plus, we went to pasir ris park there to play the swing.
However, it was occupied & not wanting to wait any longer, we headed home. ))):
Awww.
Tmr is the Freshmen Orientation Workshop alr.
Kind of looking forward to it but feeling a lil scared as well.
Lol.
Hope everything will be fun. (:
Oh, the workshop will be from mon to wed.
And it will end at around 8pm everyday. ):
Thats like.....so late! -.-
I will have to wake up early tmr too!
BOOHOO.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

12:09 pm

Friday, April 04, 2008

SKY OF LOVE TRAILER.

ENJOY (:


You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

2:13 pm

PHOTOS TIME :


CUTE!!!!!!!


Somersat station.



QR's & mine's. :P


QR & MY bags. (:


Me ! :D

Me & QR ((:


Wink*

Yours sincerely.

Me & QR (:


Mickey Qi Rong & Minnie WanjUn ;D


That cute tee!!!! ((((:


Random.


OUR backviews. class picnic.


Class picnic #2. ((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

12:51 pm

Past two days have been great. (((:

WED:
Went out with my darling gfs to Orchard for shopping + movie!
Oh, i must say that SKY OF LOVE IS FABULOUS!!!!!
I love this movie to bits. (:
Hahas. Its really touching that made Qirong, helena & I cried in the cinema.
Hiro & Maki is a perfect couple. (:
This movie makes me think of someone. ):
Alright, we shopped at Taka , cineleisure & fareast.
I bought a cute tee shirt & my HELLO KITTY WALLET. :D
WANJUN IS HAPPY ON WED! ((((:
LOL.
We went home at around 8 plus.
Oh, qr & I camwhored alot while waiting for cy & helena to reach orchard.
Hahahas.
Photos will be up in the next post.
Stay tune. (:


THURS:
Went gyming with my darling gfs.
This time round, its the four of us since qr can make it alr. ((:
Its fun gyming with them.
We left at around 2pm & headed to CS foodcourt for lunch.
Went arcade after that & qr left first.
Aftermath, the 3 of us went to TM to shop.
Soon after, i went to meet my pri school fren, Aaron.
Both of us practically have nothing to do & so, we just walked around TM & CS.
Time past super slow at that time. Hahas.
After we walked finish all the shops, we decided to go starbucks for a drink.
Awkwardness filled up the whole place.
Hahahas.
We chatted quite alot on our pri school days.
Dominick joined us after that.
Its really strange going out with them, seriously.
Its supposed to be a pri sch frens gathering & only 3 of us turned up.
Worst still, im the only girl. ):
Its very strange luh.
HAHAH.
Ok, i've got nothing to say after that.
Its just weird, weird & more weird.
I dunno wat im talking. HAH.
They sent me to the station at around 7 plus & i headed home.

Today gonna be guai & stay at home.
Hahas.

You once told me to look up to the sky.
It represents ur love to me.
Boundless.
Now, the sky is still there.
But, is ur love still present??

I still like you.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

12:07 pm

Tuesday, April 01, 2008








Alright, today went to bedok library to slack with qirong. ((:
We went to the cafe to slack.
Both of us shared a drink & she used her laptop while i daydream-ed. HAH.
Soon after, both of us were hungry & we decided to go buy sushi.
Before that, we had a hard time thinking wat to eat as its alr late noon & we were so budget.
Lol.
And Qirong blamed me for tempting her with food! :D
Hahahas.
After eating, we went to shop around bedok central.
At last, we decided to go NTUC shop.
Bought two BIG photo chips for tmr 's movie with them. ((((:
We had a crazy time at the soft toys section. LOL.
I was busy taking photos while qirong helped me to block.
Hee`s.
We then went back to the library & camwhored. :P
Hahas.
I then headed home while she went to her grandma's house.
Had a crazy time with QiRong today!!! ;D
HAH. Cant wait for tmr ! (:
You seems to be contradicting with ur own words.
Sorry, Eugene.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:14 pm

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