this is real, this is me.

Today is the Last day of holiday.
Yeah its back to school days.
Look, Im trying to be positive here.
Mugging, rushing for school, tution, pile &pile of tests,hw.
AND not forgetting, STRESS.
I can see all of it coming my way soon.
I wanna switch back to my mugging mode, but something seems to be holding me back.
I know the rest of the months will be very hectic and it will not be easy, I will hold on & never give up. I must push myself, no matter what.
Now, I have only myself to depend on, nobody will be there to make these seems easier like last time. I have to move on.
Will not be blogging till O Levels are over.

Wan Jun will be able to survive!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:30 am

Im such a useless girl, I realise im not strong at all.
After so many things that had happen, I realise how blissful I am in the past.
Looking at his messages and the letters that he wrote for me just make me tear.
It brings back alot of memories & I just feel like going back to the past.
I rmb he once gave me a bottle of chocolates on our 6th month cos he know that I often skip meals and end up having gastric prob. Thats really sweet and i really appreciate it although i didnt say anything.He made me learnt the fact that I means so much to him.

Many times in a day, I hope i will receive a sms from him. I realise that nowadays, these are lil things that is enough to make me smile.
Recently, we sort of had a quarrel. Plus the replies I received last night, it kinda agitate me to the extreme that I couldnt stop crying.
Maybe he wasnt aware that i could get so hurt.

He once ask me a question, 'If i have only 10 secs to live, wat will i say to him'.
Till now, I still owe him an ans.
i don want to lose you. Thats my answer to u.

I hope everything will clear soon.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:59 pm

I realise I was too naive in the past.
Fairy Tales don exist.
Someone told me that God only makes happy endings. If it's not happy, then its not the end.
I choose to believe & am still waiting...

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

2:48 pm

Today is Thursday.
Three more days to school days, or I should say Oh-no-life days. Lol.
Term 4 is short and there will be many things coming at one go.
Prep exam...Prelim....O levels...Plus all the revision tests every single days.
I am afraid that I will not be able to cope well & all the stress snoozing in every part of my body.
I saw this in a website and it sort of interest me,
" Hard times are simply that---TIME---time passes and things do get better. So, just stick through it and one day you will look back on it and think 'Man, that was nothing."

Yeah, I will get through it and I must!
WanJun is a strong girl. Ahaha :D

Hmm..Ok back to yesterday.
Went hospital to visit my grandmother.
My uncles were all there as well.
The usual comment,
'how's school?
How's ur results?
This year O levels le hor?
Work hard wor.'
Haha.

You are the reason that keeps me going on...
Haiz.

wanJUN.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

12:24 pm

Back to blogging:)
Deleted my previous post, I don want to save any unhappiness in my blog.
Yupp.
Im fine =)

Today is another boring day.
Same old routine, except that ,maybe later going to visit my grandmother in hospital with mummy.
I've been having flu for the past few days.
Screw that =x
Urgh!

wanJUN***

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

12:24 pm

Im Feeling the stress =(
AHHHHHH NOOOOOO!!!

I miss my source of happiness.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

12:18 pm

Our REFLECTIONS :)

Our reflections (II) :)

Helena,Me & che Yee ^_^

Me & Qiong :D

Hee`s.

These are the photos taken Last Fri with my besties :)

Memorable times.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:20 am

The FOUR of us ^_^ Do we look like scientist??Hee`s.

Che Yee & Me :)

Oopps..Im adjusting my coat. xD

Today went to Sc Centre for some bio practical :)

Its FUN!

Get to try lotts of new stuff.

Bacteria transformation..Its like Wow :D

Hee`s.

I was pretty lucky today.

I bought a mystery thingy from the souvenier shop and inside it actually got a $1 coin.

Hahas..Damn funny :D

Enjoyed myself alot too.

Thats all, Nitez ppl!

Iszit u that have changed or iszit me??

wanJUN:)

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:23 pm

Back to blogging! :D
Yesterday was such a fun day with my besties. :)
We went shopping at Orchard + lunch at pizza hut.
As usual, we meet at the mrt station and helena was late. Ahah :)
Headed straight to Lucky Plaza for our lunch.
It was yummy! Hee`s.
After lunch, we went to our favourite place -Far East,to start off with our shopping session.
Saw alot of very NICE stuff there:D
I got myself a hairband and a top from blossom:)
And now, Im supppperr broke:(
No more buying things this month le.

WAN JUN SHALL NOT BUY ANYMORE CLOTHES FOR THE TIME BEING.
Ahah :)

After Far East, We went to Ngee Ann City and Cineleisure.
Initially,We wanted to take neoprints but we were all so broke by the time we bought our things. Haha.
Went home at around 6 plus.

Its been a long time since I last shop with them. It was simply fun + all the chattings:)
& I got bullied by them as well. Haha =p

Spammers will not be entertain.
This is my blog,not yours.
Kindly go away if u are not happy.

wanJUN:)

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:16 am

Alright, These few days are shopping days :D
Ahaha. Yesterday went Orchard & Bugis with mummy.
Saw alot of pretty clothes and my favourite heels!
I gonna get it soon, I guess.
Hee`s. Bought some stuff yesterday. *Grin :D*
Later going out with besties :)
Another shopping session + catch up session.
Love it man. Hah.
Updates again later!

wanJUN:)

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:44 am

Yesterday went to tamp north cc early morning for cip.
We were supposed to collect the tins and ask ppl for donation.
Che yee,eliz,joey,zhe lin,Nadhirah & me headed to Raffles Place.
We did choose the right place! :D
Ahah, there were lotts of ppl and angmos.
Hee`s.Tourists are generally more generous:)
Flat day was alright.
Tiring but kinda fun.
At around 11 plus, we were alr damn tired. No energy to walk any more le=p
Hah. Went back to tamp cc to return the tins.
After that cy went home and the rest of us headed to tamp mall for neoprints!
Hee`s. After that all of them went home which left only Joey & me.
We shop around until 4pm and went home.
Saw a very nice top which caught Joey and my eyes.
Gonna get it soon:)
Thats it.

wanjun:)

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:11 am