this is real, this is me.

Less than one day to year 2008.
Wow..wow..Its another brand new year.
I think my new year goal is definately getting into a good poly & getting good grades every semester man.
I really hope all the unhappiness can clear up soon...with 2008 approaching..there should be a new beginning.

2007 has been great.
Been through heaven & hell, seriously.
Endured my toughest O's life.
Of course, I had alot of wonderful memories with my frens too.
I will always rmb year 2007, no matter good or bad memories.
Its a year whereby I have learn alot & grown up into a mature girl.

Ok, actually wanted to go Marina for countdown as there is fireworks but....haix.
Forget it.
There is still work tmr :(
Sigh.
WanJun is not happy.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:58 pm

I wonder if I should let go of something that I've been holding on to so tightly.
Im tired.
I thought after all those unhappiness that we have, u will change.
In the end, everything is still the same.
I don want history to repeat itself.
I've had enough.
It really breaks my heart thinking about all the wonderful memories we once had.
Why cant u be like before.
Tired.
How I wish I can go overseas now & be gone for good.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:40 pm

PHOTOS TAKEN AT EAST COAST ;D

The BEACH :)

Dark clouds forming :(

Me & my messy hair.

Nice!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:37 pm

ARGH! I hate the weather :(
Initially, I wanted to go East Coast Beach to watch the sunset but the stupid weather spoil everything.
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
Damn.
Ok, went to East Coast at around 4 plus in the noon.
The weather was still kinda alright then.
As it was still early, we went to have our early dinner first.
After dinner, the weather suddenly turned dark.
My family & I went to the beach and the breeze was super strong.
NICE :D
Before I could see the sunset, it rained.
Thats so wasted luh! :(
Haiz, forget it.
Thats all.
Bye peeps!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:12 pm

Today is alr the 29 dec, year 2008 is approaching in 3 days time.
Once I get my pay, I gonna shop for school stuffs :)
Hee`s.
Gonna stay at home today -.-
So boring!

Im not in a good mood.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:25 am

Since i was small, i have always been a tv freak. All the dramas i watched before abt love...now i realised that its impossible in reality and that it only happens in that square box call television. These scriptwriters really deceived me...;( They always portrayed a couple so happily together and all these happen becos of LOVE. Love is enough for a happy couple to stay together. But in reality, its not enough for some people. Even with love, in the end you can still go your separate ways. How sad is that.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:07 pm

Alright, Im back home.
This morning work was terrible.
Its definately not our day. ( ShaSha & I)
Firstly, I was alone at the shop and the printer that prints the receipt spoil.
Next, the POS hang.
I began to panick as I don noe wat to do if any customer happens to purchase anything at that moment.
I quickly messaged Shasha & asked her to come work earlier to help me.
After she came, we called the technician & finally the prob settled.
After that, we read the 'message for staffs' book and realised that there was a message written by our supervisor for shasha.
It turned out that there was a missing Visa receipe and it was Shasha who attended to the customer.
Now her turn to panick.
She searched high & low but still nothing was found.
She was so afraid that she cried in the shop.
Luckily, everything cleared up after we called Amelia :)
Today is not our day man -.-

Our mood turns better in the afternoon.
Also, I saw my gf che yee and Janice :)
Heh.
Oh, I am recovering from my fever alr :)
Yeah!

After work, I went to meet mummy :)
I went to the nokia shop to get my phone fixed.
My phone camera cannot capture anything & this affects me GREATLY.
Hah!
As you know, im self obsessed :)
Hee`s.
I waited three hours and in the end, my camera wasnt spoil at all.
-.-
The person just press one thing and its fixed!
He said that sometimes if the memory too full will becomes like that.
Ok, stupid me.
Anyway, I bought a top too ;D

Im super broke now.
I cant wait for next month to come so that I can get my pay :)
Another shopping spree awaits. (:
Till then, I shall stop buying anything.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:47 pm

I hate this.
Getting sick after christmas is terrible. GGGAAAHHHH =x
Last night alr wasnt feeling well but its just cough, so I didnt really care about it.
This morning went to work with terrible cough but everything is still alright.
Disaster struck after 12 pm.
I was feeling supperrrr unwell & my forehead was burning. ):
I was having nose block too.
I felt giddy and so I sat down for awhile.
At that moment, my face was burning & my hands were freezing.
I told Shasha about it and she went to Watson to get me a medicine.
Thanks girl ! :)
It didnt gets any better and I was hoping that I can hang on till I reach home.
Thanks God I manage to get home fast.
I felt that I would faint any moment while I was working.
Damn scary. =x

Now Im feeling much better after eating the medicine.
Still not sure whether I will be going to work tmr anot.
:(
Get well soon WanJun!
Hah.

Anyway, today Ying Quan came to find me while I was working.
Shocked to see him there. Hah.
Chatted awhile and he went home after that.

I feel that Im all alone.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:09 pm

Firstly, MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS PEEPS !!!!! ;D
Alright, I shall begin with yesterday, 24th dec'07.

MONDAY
Worked till 1pm and headed to pasir ris platform to meet helena & cheyee.
Together, we headed down to orchard to meet Qi Rong.
Went Fareast to shop & helena went home after that.
We then headed to Tampines Mall :)
Bought my shorts alr ;D
We bid goodbye after that.
Thanks Qi Rong for your gift!!!!!! Love the pink nail polish & braclet alot alot alot :D
Heh. Thanks Che Yee for your nougets too ;D
Yummy.
Haha.
Oh, we didnt get to take any photos :(

TODAY:

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DADDY !!!!! :)
Went to work early morning and today sales were bad.
Not many customers :(
Hah.
After work, went TM to meet trivia :)
We shopped around there and cs.
Her friends, Daniel & Leonard, tagged along as well.
Trivia & I felt uncomfortable with two guys following us while we shop, so we just walk around.
After the two guys left, both of us went to shop for our stuffs.
:)
Chatted at a staircase after that & home!
Thanks for accompany me today :D

I regretted le...

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:45 pm

Today is alr the 23rd of dec.
For the past few years of this day, I would most prolly whine about school reopening & stuff.
But for now, I still have quite a long holiday to go.
I felt kind of weird hearing ppl say that sch is reopening in a weeks time & somehow this doesnt affect me.
I cant believe that Im alr graduating from my sec sch life and moving towards a new year.
A new year. A new chapter of my life.
I wonder how it will be like next yr with all the changes around me.
I hope it will be a good experience for me.

To be true, Im actually afraid of the coming 2008.
After the releasing of results, all of us will be heading to diff schools and such.
I miss my friends and hope that we will still be in the same school next yr.
I love company (:
As for him, I know that its highly impossible that we will be in the same school again.
We each have our own dreams & likings, so I wish u all the best in your future endeavour.
I dare not think about wat we will become in 2008.
I just hope for the best, thats wat u said.

I am looking forward to tmr 's shopping session with my darlings (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

12:54 pm

Trivia & Me in the toilet (:

The big big christmas tree at the airport ;D

The small christmas tree (:

Trivia,Me & Joey (:

Us. Upside down ;D

GFS (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:27 pm

Today is a fabulous day :)
Went to the airport to meet trivia & the rest of my colleagues for our christmas gift exchange party.
We draw lots & I got trivia's present! :D
Its fate.
Hee`s.
After that, we gave the birthday present that all of us share to our dearest Florence. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D
She was so touched that she immediately went out to buy a cake to share with us.
So sweet of her.
Heh.
Oh, I get to get my christmas gift given by our boss back home too. (:
Initially, we are only able to choose the things that we want & left it in the shop till our boss come to pay for all those things.
Now, we can finally bring our presents home alr! Yipppee ;D

After that, Joey came to our shop to meet us and Trivia & I went with her for lunch.
We went to shop around the airport after lunch & of course our favourite-photo taking.
Took pictures of christmas trees at the airport too :D

Trivia & I headed down to Tampines Mall after Joey left for work.
We can only window shop as both of us are really broke.
We kept saying that we must meet up one day to shop after we have gotten our pay.
Yes. Hah :D
But, still quite long wor :(
Saw alot of things that I like but no money to buy.
Its so so torturing man =x
I wanna go get them once I get my pay next month.
Must wait for me hor.
Haha.

Ok, I will upload the photos in my next post.
Some are upside down, so sorry bout that.
Its cool luh.
Haha.
:D

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:58 pm

Alright, today is a pretty busy day.
Amelia bought lots of new stocks in & I had to count all of them and do some stock checking.
As usual, didnt eat anything from morning to 3pm.
Super hungry when i got home.
Luckily mummy cook dinner alr. Hah (:

I cant wait for tmr.
Its christmas- gift- exchange day with my dearest colleagues (:
We will be meeting at the shop & then draw lots.
After that, some of us will most prolly shop around airport & not to forget our STARBUCKS (:
Hee`s.

Going shopping with my darlings on mon! (:
I have alot of things in mind to buy.
I hope I can get them on mon or asap.
(:

HAPPY 17TH MONTH DAR ;DDD

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:02 pm

PHOTOS of the day :)))

Alright, just came back home from work.

Today went crystal Jade to buy bread for my lunch.

Its supppeerr nice can ;D

Yummy. Heh!

After lunch, had a photo taking session with shasha.

Hah. We seems to be addicted to it le. (:

Since there were no customer, Shasha & I quickly took out our phones and tada!

Hee`s.

Wonder how Amelia will react if she sees this through the camera in the shop that is link to her house.

Oops. Heh.

After work went to meet mummy at bedok.

Went to NTUC & saw many cute softtoy!

Heh.

Tmr I will be working from 8am to 4pm.

So, don need wake up so early :)

Yiippee.

Meeting Joey for lunch too ;)

Oh, THANKS FOR YOUR CHRISTMAS CARD, CHE YEE GF!!!

Loves.

Heh.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:35 pm

MONDAY :

:))))

TODAY:

Me & Shasha :)

Addicted to taking photos.Heh!

Me & Joey :))

My drink from starbucks ! :D

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:41 pm

Alright.
Few days didnt blog alr, I shall talk bout yesterday first before i go on to today :)

Monday
Went to work as usual in the morning.
I left work earlier today at 1pm & went to meet dar.
We then headed to Orchard for our shopping! :D
Went cineleisure & Fareast.
My foot hurts every minutes & seconds when i was enjoying my shopping with dar.
I shouldnt have wore my new heels =x
I was like limping all the way throughout the whole shopping session.
Damn.
Now my right foot has 4 blisters & my left has 2 blisters.
:(((
Ok. We went to watch movie too.
The Golden Compass :)
Its pretty nice.
We headed home at around 7pm.
Didnt bought anything :(
I think I should save some money first.
Heh.
Spent too much recently alr.Hee`s.
Anyway, enjoyed myself alot despite the pain my foot was giving me:)
Hah.
Took some picts with dar also :))

Today
Went to work & was feeling so tired.
Feel like sleeping while working. Haha.
Anyway, something excites me after Shasha came. :D
She told me that our boss allows us to choose anything from the shop which is/are within $70 as our christmas presents! :DDDDDDD
So HAPPY! Hah.
I like alot of things from the shop & had a hard time choosing.
Haha. At last, I chose a limited edition handphone pouch + a hairclip. :))))
Wanted to choose more but these two alr add up to $70. :(
Lol.
Thanks Boss! :)
I love presents, Heh.
Haha.
Oh, today I drank coffee from starbucks.
Its so damn nice!
Thanks shasha for getting it for me. :D

Haha Ok. Another happy thing is that Joey also working at terminal two :)
I just knew it this morning. Hah.
Moreover, her workplace is just above my shop.Hee`s.
So, met her for lunch just now and we chatted alot :)
Will be meeting her for lunch everyday.
Yiippppee. Finally got company le :)
Hee`s.
Jia you for ur work,joey :)
Took alot of picts with joey & shasha today :)
Photos will be posted in the next post.

Oh, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JOAN!!!!! :D
& Thanks for your christmas card :)
Bestie forever.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:06 pm

Alright Im back from work :)
Today was rather busy at the shop.
My boss came and brought in alot of new stocks.
Shasha & I were busy counting them and packing them also.
Its tiring man.
Didnt eat anything from morning till 3 plus too :(

Today is the release of the results for the ppl going for provision jc.
Kind of regret not applying for meridian jc after shaun called me.
He got into Meridian JC.
Haix..Ok forget it.

Sat going shopping with joey & trivia :)))
Wanjun is happy! Whoops :D
I'll be happier if you can make it next week.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:35 pm

Today's sales were bad :(
Normally at around 7 plus we would have customers buying stuffs alr but today, not even 1 at 11 plus.
Toyama called and gave us pressure -.-
Shasha & I were like panicking.
Hah.
Here's the conversation with my boss :
(Notice!! my boss eng is kinda funny. Haha)

Toyama: Haven open sales yet??
Me: yar..haven
Toyama: HUH!!!
Me: .....
Toyama : Must open ar...Must ar!
Me: Okok -.-

Haha.
Ok. Anyway, Alice just told me today that I will not be working with trivia on the 20th.
Argh! :(
I will be working with Jayne on that day.
Its fine also luh. :)

Oh, I really feel that Im getting fatter :(
Awww.
I think I wanna go gym some days soon.
Gfs, wanna go gym together??
Hee`s.

I love the piano version of jay's pu gong ying de yue ding :)
S W E E T :)
I wanna go shopping.

Im actually unhappy these few days if u got notice.
Why u just couldnt get wat I mean?
Why are u repeating chapters again?

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:53 pm

Alright Im back from work.
Today Toyama came to the shop with new stocks in the noon.
He is quite humorous yea.
Haha.
Shasha & I were laughing non stop about one thing.
Shall not say it here..Hah.
Its about our boss. :p
Ok, I got my necklace today! :))
The one that I mention it in my previous post.
Thanks Jayne for helping me to buy! :)

Hmm..I cant wait for 20th dec.
Haha. On that day I will be working with trivia!
That will be the very first time working with her :)
I guess it will be so funnn.
Hee`s.

Oh, I feel like celebrating my christmas with my gfs :)
So gfs, if u happen to read this can confirm the date that u all will be free??
Hee`s.
I think 24th will be a good day to go out together yea.
Hee`s. Pls tell me if ur can make it asap ya.
:))

My workplace is having a christmas gift exchange party organised by my sweetie pie ShaSha.
Haha.
Now, Im having headache bout wat to buy ya.
-.-

Hee`s. I just got my pay yesterday :)
I've got alot of things that I wanna buy.
I don think my pay is enough for me.
HAH.
I wanna get myself skinny jeans,shorts, more tops, bubble skirts, new watch, shade, new sandals & new wallet.
I gotta hunt for them soon :)
I alr have a list of things that I wanna buy when January/Feb comes, excluding all these.
Gosh! I need more money pls.
Haha.
Oh, not to forget, I want my manicure too!

I wish I could see through your eyes so I would know what you like to see. I wish I knew your wishes, so I could give you everything you want. I wish I dreamed the same dreams you do, and together we could make them come true. I wish I knew what makes you happy, so I could make you the happiest person in the whole world. And lastly, I wish I were a cell in your blood, so I would be sure I was somewhere in your heart.

I love the way u tried to listen to chinese songs cos u noe i love em :)
Wishing that U will go back to the past.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:42 pm

Alright today stay at home the whole day -.-
So bored!
Wanna go shopping.
Hee`s.
I just wont get sick of shopping.
No medicine can cure my sickness.
Hah! :D
I feel that Im getting fatter each day.
Argh!
Should I go to slimming centre or something??
Haha.
Just jk..wait till I have the money first.
Haha. Lol.

Missing you can turn from pain to pleasure, if only u are missing me too.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:28 pm

Alright, I've got a new hair! :D
Brought forward my appointment cos mummy changed her off day to today.
Now, my hair is short.
Hee`s.
I took the package that have a set of shampoo specially for rebonded hair + hair cream.

Ok. Im having sorethroat & flu.
Not much appetite either :(
Today I end my work earlier as I told my boss that im not feeling well.
So nice of him to actually agree to my request.

Changed my blog song to jay's pu gong ying de yue ding :)
Its nice!
Im addicted to it.
It has a meaningful lyrics & a beautiful rythem :)
This song actually brings back alot of memories in my head.
Promises.
I miss those days.
7 months & 24 days to our 2 years.
I realised that I like my life one year back.
Its like a new chap of my life.
I cherish it,really.
I seems to be living in the past.

I don want to be the number 6.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:36 pm

Wednesday :)
As usual, went to work in the morning.
Super tired. Don feel like going but cant :(
Today work was alright.
I am able to cope alone :)
Shasha was nice enough to bring biscuits for me :D
Thanks girl!
In the morning, Toyama came to the shop & i got a shock.
I thought he was going to stay in the shop but luckily he just came to put some stocks into the drawer.
PHEW!
I gonna be so so stress if he stay in the shop.
Hah.
Oh, I bought a necklace from my shop.
I mean the shop im working in.Haha.
As I mention earlier in my past post, I really like that necklace alot.
Its $39.80 and I got it at a 40% discount cos Im working there.
Hee`s.
However, I need Jayne help cos 40% discount is only for old staff, for me only 20%.
So, I've alr reserved it and Jayne will help me buy and give me next mon :)
Yippee.
The necklace is really unique.
There is Kimono fabric sealed inside,thus its exclusive & one of its kind :)
You will nv get to buy another exactly the same one.
Haha.
Oopps! I am helping them to promote.
haha.

I recieved a call from mummy when I was about to go home.
Her boss changed her off day from tmr to today.
I then decided to go shopping with her today :)
Met her at bedok station and off we go.
Bought two tees :))
Headed home after that.

Its raining cats & dogs now.
Tmr going joey 's sis chalet after work :)

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:43 pm

Alright I shall talk bout yesterday first.
Went out with joey gf in the evening :)
Met her around 5pm at bugis junction.
Went to shop around & bought shing juan birthday present.
Headed to bugis street and look around for our things :D
I bought a top :))
Saw many other things that I decided to buy alr.
Gonna get them this week.
AND..I gonna get my pay this week too :)
Chatted along the way and we went home at 8pm.

Today,as usual, went to work.
Today is my first day opening the shop ALONE.
Pretty scared =x
Moreover, I will be alone till shasha came at 10am.
Toyama(my boss) actually spy me through the camera in the shop.
I knew that there were camera in the shop but I don know that he can actually see me through his com at home!
I was shocked when he called me after a customer had left and commented on my performance.
Yewww =x scary wor.
This makes me suuuppppeeerr stress.
AHHHH!
Haha.
Chatted alot with Shasha and she told me ghost stories!
HAH.
Went home at 3pm today :)

Oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHING JUAN!! :D
Too bad today cannot go out with my classmates to celebrate her birthday :(
Stupid work! =x
Thursday going out with mummy after work :)))))
Sat going to do my hair :D

A new me awaits..
I gotta be strong.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:37 pm

Yesterday was class gathering :))
Alright, its really a 'class gathering'. HAH.
Only 9 ppl turned up.3 girls + 6 boys.
Basically, our class gathering is about taking train here & there.
Haha. Its a confusing one.
Ok, here it goes.
I first meet up with trivia & shaun at whitesands.
We then headed to tamp platform to meet up with june quan,jiajin,joseph & dexter.
After that, we then took train to chinatown mrt station to meet eliz & sean.
On the way there were pretty funny.
Also, we were still confused about going for movie or karaoke.
Joseph & June quan were so lame that they kept on cracking jokes and, the funniest thing was the joke was about me & trivia.
Trivia & I couldnt stop laughing and we almost laugh until we tear.
Haha.
The rest of the guys were too engrossed in their psp.

After meeting up with sean & eliz, some ppl agreed that movie will be a better choice including me. As there were so few ppl and could tell that they confirmed wont sing de. So, I thought movie will be a better choice.
However, there were also some who prefer k.
Since we were alr at chinatown, we decided to go k.
We walked around chinatown to help trivia find photocopyier machine as she need to photocopy her IC for work.
Just then, some decided to go for movie.
So, we went back to Outram Mrt station.
June quan they all decided to go tanah merah for pool.
Trivia need to go to bugis as we only know Simlin sq got photocopier machine.
We then decided to split.
Trivia,eliz,shaun,sean & me headed to bugis.
June quan & gang headed for their pool.
Yeap, this is Four-seven class gathering.
Haha.
Like wat Joseph said, we are unique & we guess nobody will have this kind of gathering like us.
Hee`s.
I think ss will have a new topic in future, 'Class divided'. Hahaha.
We kept laughing at this throughout the journey :D

Ok. Eliz , me , shaun & sean went to buy movie tickets.
Trivia didnt cos she need to left early for work.
We watched Hitman. Nc 16.
It was confusing.
The four of us didnt quite understand the ending.
Haha.
I hate the killing part.
Its simply grouse =x
Damn violent also. There was nudity =x
Hah.
We went to walk around bugis junction after movie.
Saw alot of things that I wanna buy :)) Hee`s.
Headed home after that.

That was our last moment together.
June quan,Joseph,Jiajin,Dexter,Sean,Shaun,Eliz,Trivia :)
I enjoyed it & I will miss u guys :)

As for today, Im not working.
Not in a good mood too.
Now waiting for joey to msg me :)
I need a letout.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:20 am

Just reach home ten minutes ago.
Today work was alright.
Worked until 1 pm only.
Hah. :D
Today is my last day working with Olivia :(
She quitting the job alr.
All the best,girl. (:

After that went to meet mummy & bro and we then headed down to bugis.
All the new shops open alr.Yippeee!
No wonder today bugis super crowded.Hee`s.
Now bugis got alot of restaurnt. Haha.
Bought a top :)
Had dinner outside with my family and then, we headed to my Ah ma house.
Just came back home from there.
Now my legs are aching :(
Stand for the whole six hours at work + shopping with family.
-.-

Ok, tmr is class gathering for my class :)
Since alot of ppl cannot make it, we decided to change our plan.
Going for movie + shopping session instead.
Maybe going for pool also, but, I don know how to play.
Haha. Nvm. Professor Lim said he will teach me.
lol.
Not confirm yet, we shall see tmr :)
Haha.

I don like the feeling of being neglected.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:07 pm