this is real, this is me.

Back from work.
Today's work was alright.
Chatted alot with Shandra while working. (:
At least, today im not bored! Heh.
After work, went to tanah merah to meet Elizabeth.
Passed her her bday present & we chatted awhile while waiting for my train to come.
Nice chat with her. (:
Its been a long time since we last met each other.
We shall go out together during ur march holiday ya. (:

I've been lying to myself all this while.
Whatever that i've heard recently, i accept them.
For a moment, i stone & felt a sharp pain.
I suddenly feel that everything that happened in the past were just a show.
Nothing are real.
I wanna erase them away.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:29 pm

CHEWY JUNIOR! ;D

Alright, another off day for me today. ((:

Took cab down to bugis with mummy in the noon.

The taxi driver sucks.

Made me feel like vomitting with all the breaks here & there. -.-

Had duck rice for lunch at one of the coffee shop near bugis street.

Aftermath, its our shopping time! (:

Went to search for my long jeans & I finally bought it.

Very satisfied with it & i finally found the cutting that suits me! :D

Supppeeerr happy luh.

Last time all the jeans that i've tried all looked ugly on me & i looked super fat on them.

This one that i bought don have this prob. (:

All thanks to my mummy who saw this jeans.

She was like," eh see! not bad leh. My taste good eh. I am still young afterall."

Hahaha. This is my mum.

I bought a top too. Heh its cheap luh. :P

Hee`s.

We bought chewy junior home too.

Yummy!

Oh, we saw Zoe Tay at bugis junction!

The mediacorp ppl were filming there.

((:

Working tmr. -.-

Next week onwards, no more work for me! :D

Heh, ask me out ppl! (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:11 pm

Yes! Today is my off day. (((:
Gonna stay at home today. So guai right? Hah.
Alright, sun's steamboat-ing with my gfs & the guys were kind of nice.
First time eating steamboat with my frens yea. (:
We had our steamboat at bugis, tian tian huo guo restaurant.
I feel that the food there aint really worth the price luh. Heh.
Anyway, its a nice experience with my frens. (:
Before the steamboat, my gfs & i went bugis for our shopping session.
Joey & i bought our stuffs. (:
Im happy! Hee`s.

Btw, i still needa go shopping to shop for jeans.
I guess i will need it for poly. -.-
Sigh.
Most prolly going shopping with my mummy tmr if she can make it. (:
And, i wanna go gym! GFS, SHALL WE??
Heh. To burn away all my fats. ><

Oh, i feel like joining TP student's union.
HAHAHA. (:
Im still thinking.

Im in a confuse state right now.
Can anybody get me out of this situation??
I nv thought you are this kind of person..
can i believe you again??
I wonder..

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:33 am

Hello bloggie~ =)
Heh. This morning went out with mummy to TM to have our breakfast + shopping session.
We had our late breakfast at TM, Din Tai Fung. (:
Its a chinese dian xin restaurant.
The food there is supppeeeerrr nice can!
Although its not cheap, but i think its all worth it! (:
I ate the prawn mee sua with soup & best of all, my HA GAO ( in eng is called prawn dumpling?) !!!!!! ;D
Heh.
We ordered dessert too.
Its mango pudding with ice.
Super nice. (:
Hee`s.
Aftermath, we went shopping around TM & CS.
I bought some stuffs again. =x
*guilty*
Train-ed home after that.

I cant wait for tmr steamboat-ing with my gfs! Heh :P

Im still living in the past....
I have many things to tell you...

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

3:18 pm

Alright, im back from work.
Nothing much today, just that i met the new staff, Shandra. (:
Nice colleague. (:

Oh, im super happy now. ;D
Guess what??
Khai is posted to A & F as well!
Yeahness! (:
Thanks god, i will not be lonely.

Today's the last day of cny.
Having steamboat later at home. (:
Yummy.

missing you...

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:08 pm

Today didnt have to go to work. (:
This means more time to sleep! Heh.
Yesterday was the release of posting result.
hmm..came to think about it, quite Ok alr bah.
Hah.
I will accept watever that is given to me.
Yeah.
After i check out my posting result on the internet, i rushed to work yesterday.
Didnt really have the mood to work. -.-
Worst still, i worked ten hours yesterday.
Can die ar! =x
Anyway, yingquan came to find me at my shop.
Chatted awhile & something funny happened.
Err..not say funny, but more to scary.
Lol.
I shall not reveal anything here, come ask me if your wanna know.
Haha.

Today all the JC students going school for their orientation.
I miss going school....with you. )':

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ELIZ! (:

I guess i've to come to my senses & face up reality.
No more beautiful dreams at night.

Edited/

Hah, i guess you ppl can see that im really bored today.
Hee`s.
I so wanna go shopping! (:
I have some things in mind to get, again.
Heh.
And, my yang sheng cousin gonna sell to me some of his books as im in the same course as him. (:
Same school somemore. (:
Heard that poly books are super ex, so i guess by buying all these books at 1/2 price will helps. Haha.

Formula of the day: Assets= Liabilities + Owner's Equity
Headache -.-

you are cruel..

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:25 am

Well, today is the release of posting result.
As predicted, i got into Temasek Poly- accounting & finance.
Sigh.
Goodluck to me then.
Worst still, qirong didnt get into this course. ):
This means that im alone. ):
Oh god!
No no no no no no no no no no no.

AHHHHH!
Although i got into my first choice, im not happy,not at all.
Maybe god knows why.
Sigh.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:49 am

Alright I shall talk bout yesterday first.
Yesterday went Ktv with my gfs & some guys.
The KTV is just opposite my house. Hah. (:
Had a good time there & aftermath, we headed for our dinner at bedok hawker centre while joey headed home.
After dinner, Cheyee & I went home while the rest went for pool.
Home!
Thanks so much for the presents, JOEY & ELIZ GFS!!! (:
Love it lotts. ;D

On a sadder note, this week i will have to work. -.-
Initially i don have to, but now, there is a change in the schedule & i have to work for some days.
Ahhhhhh! ):
And tmr is the release of posting result!
Omg. -.-

HAPPY HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, JOEL. (:

Move on.
My miracle will never ever happen.
*tears*

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:51 am

Just came back home from work.
Today is a super boring day at work.
Worked 7am to 3pm ALONE.
At around 11.15am, called Shasha who is at T3 to come over & accompany me.
Heh.
Had lunch together at the shop. (:
She went back T3 after that.
Oh, thanks Shasha for the valentine gift & that touching letter! (:
Hah.
In the noon, there were lots of customers & its tiring. ):
Anyway, there was this guy customer who actually asked me whether im from Japan & claimed that i looked like a japanese.
Oh my goodness!
Which part of me look like a japanese?? -.-
Lol.
Anyway, tmr working again.
Sigh.

On a happier note, I need not work for the whole of next week! (:
It is due to 3 new staffs coming & they will be working to familiarise with the system & everything before Shasha & I quit at the end of feb.
So ppl, ask me out next week pls! :DDDDDD
Heh, if not i will die of boredom. =x

Impossible to forget...
waiting for miracle.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:44 pm

Friday, 15 Feb'08.
Didnt work today & im sooooo bored at home.
Gosh!
Four more days to the release of posting results. ):
Im not anxious about where im going or anything but, i just don want it to come as we will all be going diff ways after that.
The thought of it just make me sad.
I miss my sec 4 classmates & my sec4 life.
Sec 4 life has been great despite having O levels.
Now, im moving to another chapter of my life.
I've no idea how it will be like but, i will just be positive.
Sigh.
No motivations, no anything.

The diff between you & me is that im always the person u sacrifice & you are always the reason why i sacrifice others.
):

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:32 am

WJ Junior birth cert (:

Hello Kitty pouch! ;D

Pressie from jOaN (:

Pretty roses! (:

Given by cHe YeE (:

Me hugging wanjun junior (:

The rose given by jOeL (:

Hee`s. (:

Us (:

That HEART shape balloon at swensens! :D

FUN! *

CHOCOLATE FONDUE! (:

Us again. (:

Me & jOeL :P

That magical moment. (:

Me (:

OUR reflection. (:

WANJUN JUNIOR! (:

The card + valentine day pressie for him. (:

Bear given by tRivIa (:

Presenting to you...wAnjUn juNiOr. Heh.

Alright, first of all, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME & HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO YOU PEEPS!!!! ;D

Heh. Past few days have been great & I have been going out for the past three days.

I shall go into details about my birthday celebration + valentine + his bday celebration yesterday. (:

Went out with Joel yesterday to bugis & Orchard.

Firstly, we went to bugis to get my three roses for my colleagues & Joel got me a rose too. :P

Hee`s.

Aftermath, we headed to swensens for our lunch.

We had our CHOCO FONDUE & took lotts of photos there. (:

After lunch, we train-ed down to Somerset & walked to cineleisure for movie.

We shopped around Cine & went to Heeren to shop before going for movie.

Headed home after movie.

(: Joel bought me a Hello Kitty pressie from build-a-bear workshop!

Its super cute!

There is a birth certificate for the kitty too, so cute rite?? :P

It is stated that its date of birth is 13 feb 2008.

Hah. So funny.

Anyway, Joel name it WANJUN JUNIOR (:

Hee`s. I simply love it.

Thanks Joel. (:

I enjoyed my birthday yesterday & it is one of my best birthday ever.

Thanks all for your presents & birthday wishes! (:

Oh and, thanks SHASHA for your present! See this, Shasha.

Haha.

A huge THANK YOU to you peeps! (:

Its hard to put up a fake smile everytime.

I would do everything i could to relish that magical moment all over again.

In my eyes, they are always so perfect & precious.

If only, you feel this way too...

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:57 am

Alright, Im back to blog.
Yesterday went to work at 7am.
Thats so sad right, having to work during cny period. ):
Well, I was alone in the shop from 7 am to 3pm.
It almost killed me.
I was so damn bored in the shop & almost fall asleep. Hah :P
Finally, it was three pm & off to meet trivia at bugis.
Saw Janice at the platform! (:
Haha.
Trivia & I actually wanted to buy presents for the valentine's day gift exchange with our colleagues but, end up we decided not to.
And so, we went to walk around & I searched for joel's birthday & valentine's day presents.
It was really hard buying things for a guy.
Haha.
At last, I finally bought the presents alr (:
I myself like it alot too. Heh.
Aftermath, we shopped around the first floor & there is this stall that sell all those very cute & sweet stuffs for valentine's day ! ;D
OMG!
I almost went crazy there. HAHAH.
So pretty can. (:
There is another stall that sells all the cute stuffs too & its all PINK. ;D
I was like OHHHH-MMMMYYYYY- GGGOODDDD!
Haha.
I like the lollipop dustbin!
Its so cute. I actually wanted to buy it but on second thought, i decided not to.
End up, i bought the lollipop pouch keychain. (:
Trivia wanted to buy for me as my birthday present but I donwan.
Haha. Cos...I like SURPRISE. (:
As in, I prefer getting presents not knowing wat is it.
Hee`s.
I wish i have the whole stall to myself. Heh. :P
Home-ed after that.

Slept kinda late last night although i was super tired.
I was doing the card for him.
I realised i sucks at hands on things.
Spent a long time doing such a simple thing. ):
Anyway, hope he likes it. (:

3 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY!!! ;D

This time round, i put in alot of effort.
I hope its all worthwhile.
Im afraid it will be the last time..):

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:45 am

Me 1 (:

Me 2 (:

Me 3 (:

Me in the car (:

Me kissing Hello Kitty!?? Hah! ;D

Yeah! (:

So pretty! (:

Me 4 (:

My reflection! (:

Me & bro at the restaurnt! (:

Heh (:

My favourite- HELLO KITTY!

Me & mummy (:

Smile~

Our reunion dinner (:

My cute parents (:

The ferris wheel from far(:

Precious moments (:

Me 5 (:

Alright, first of all, HAPPY CNY TO ALL !!!! (:

I shall start from CNY eve.

Right, my family & I went to Suntec Joaquim buffet restaurnt for our reunion dinner.

It was great! (:

Good food,good ambience & everything. Heh.

After dinner, dad drove us to chinatown.

It was crowded.

Headed home soon after that.

First day of CNY.

Went to Loyang temple in the noon with my family.

Soon after, we went to pizza hut for lunch.

And, yes, I actually treated my family for the pizza hut.

I cant believe it that i actually treated them. Hah.

A big big hole in my pocket. ):

Headed down to my grandma house after that & stayed there till night.

All my uncles & aunts came down to my grandma's place as well.

Got alot of red packets! Whhhhheeeee. (:

Second day of CNY.

Went to watch movie CJ7 with my family in the noon.

It was a nice movie!

Very hilarious & touching.

I cried alot in the theatre. Haha too touching alr.

Hee`s.

Aftermath, dad drove us to marina sq there to the ' chun dao he pan'. (:

It was packed with ppl too.

Went for our dinner at marina sq.

Home-ed after that.

Sigh. Too bad this year cant go to my mother's side de relatives' house.

This means fewer red packets. ):

Argh!

Im tired.

5 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY! (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:21 pm

PHOTOS ;D

Our couple tees :)

Our drinks at starbucks (:

Our Piggy face. Heh. (:

Us* (:

Me & Joel (:

The Pretty fountain at Suntec! (:

A picture means a thousand words.

Beautiful shot. (:

Me (:

Me before going out (:

Me at the toilet (:

Alright, today is CNY EVE & Im going Suntec for reunion dinner later. (:

Hee`s.

I shall post about yesterday outing with Joel.

Yesterday, Joel & I went to Fareast to shop for our stuffs.

We saw a couple tee in one of the shops & its pretty nice.

We bought it, the blue ones. (:

Hee`s. I like it alot alot & we will be wearing it together next wed! (:

Though we are not couple anymore, but...ya. Haha.

Ok, we moved on to shop for our stuffs.

Soon after, we headed back to cityhall & went to Suntec to shop.

I bought another 2 tees. (:

I wont have to worry having not enough tees for poly. Hah!

We then went to catch a movie, Cloverfield.

It was pretty nice.

Aftermath, we walked to esplanade and then to the merlion there to take photos.

But, it rained soon after we reached. ):

So, we walked back to City Link and went to Raffles City for our starbucks.

Walked around RC & headed home after that.

Its been quite some time since I really enjoyed myself.

Yeah. Next wed going out again to celebrate our birthdays. (:

7 mOrE days to me turning SEVENTEEN.

My heart smiled for the first time.

I seems to have everything when im with you.

Will things go back to the past?

I really hope so...

My source of happiness,my blanket,my everything.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

1:18 pm