this is real, this is me.

Hellllooo blog! (:
Hah! Back from school.(:
I am very interested in the IG bintan trip in Oct, but not sure wanna go anot.
I feel like going. (: However, I will see whether my gfs wanna go anot.
Haha. Chiw foong, Wee Teng, Eunice, Li ting, Shi Li.....shall we?? ((:
Hee`s. I think it will be damn fun.

Alright, for now, i gotta die first.
Exams coming real soon! ):
CSA is my first paper & its my killer paper too!
All the IT stuffs! OMG. Im a noob in IT can. ):
Sigh.

Oh, the most happy thing that happened today is.....
I'VE GOT A BACK UP COPY OF ECONS PROJ IN MY THUMBDRIVE!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD
We don't have to redo alr. Yeahness! :D
Haha! I have no idea why I have it in my thumbdrive but its a good thing luh.
Hee`s. (:

Econs project presentation next wed.
Comm Skills Trial Oral presentation next thurs.
))):

Thanks ppl for cheering me up. (:

I looked back & realised that my life in the past were great.
Because, i have you.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:00 pm

Mood for the week: :(((((((((

Studies is getting more & more tough.
I hate financial accounting. ><
To make it worse, exams are coming!
Argh.

And, we have to redo our econs proj cos we lost the file. ))): *cries*
Next week dateline alr. ))))):
Wan Jun feels like breaking down alr.

My motivation. My determination. Gone.

Why is god so unfair to me?
Why am i having all the sufferings?
Why can't i just forget?
Its plain torture.
):

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:23 am

ECONS TRIGGER MY FEVER TO COME BACK. ))))):

Argh. Running high fever now. ):
I haven finish my part on the econs proj.
Gotta chiong now.

Sigh. Foolish, silly,stupid wanjun.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:43 pm

KTV! (:

Hui Ling & Chiw Foong. :D

:P HEE`S.

Twist. :P

Me singing. :) Haha!

CANDID! :D

Boohoo! So sad. ): LOL.

Bleah. :P

Today's comm skills test was terrible.

The time given is like so lil, keep rushing throughout the whole paper. ):

Still, I can't finish the paper. ):

Sigh. Pray hard that my first part of the paper can help me score bahx.

My running nose gave me alot of prob during the test man.

Sorry ppl if I made alot of noise during the test. ):

Went to TM for lunch with chiw foong after the test.

After lunch, hui ling joined us & together, we bus-ed to bedok.

Its KTV time! (:

Haha! Sang alot & cam-whored alot.

The songs made me emo. Haha.

Lol.

Gotta chiong again for other projects & End sem exams!! OMG. ):

I think Eugene hates me.

I don't understand him, i don think i need to.

Sorry.

Sometimes I wonder, if we didn't begins, i wouldn't be so sad now.

But, I don't regret.

Maybe, being friends aint a bad thing also.

The prob now is, how to move from lovers to friends.

Its quite hard you know.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:24 pm

Argh. Fever, fever go away. ><
Lol.
Today school end early becos comm skills tut was cancelled.
Had 4 hours of lecture today.
I wasn't feeling well, irritating flu & fever.
Sorry my dear friends for making all kinds of noise during lecture.
Haha.

Comm skills test tmr.
Wish me goodluck ppl! (:
I need lots of luck man. Haha!
Hang on, wj!

I miss him as my bf, the person who used to be loving.
Sometimes, its not how much time we spent together that matters, but how much we enjoy each other's company during that period of time.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

3:42 pm

Today csa presentation was alright.
Im down with flu & sorethroat. ):
Luckily it didnt affect me in projecting my voice during the presentation.

Sat comm skills test.
Super stress with this subject.
I must do well! Cant afford to fail.
Jia You, Wan Jun. (:

Looking forward to the ktv session with clique after comm skills test on sat. ((((:
Haha! Gonna relax ourselves for the very last time before we chiong again for Econs proj & Examinations.

I thought i get over it alr, but its still in me. ):

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:20 pm

Pretty badge made by Shili for our POM presentation. (:
Im the Finance Manager. :P

Me & Chiw Foong after our presentation. (:

Alright, yesterday was pom presentation.
I met up with my group mates early morning for our last rehearsel.
Past few days were damn stress up with this presentation.
We keep memorising the script + the things we have to say for the skit.
At last, it went quite well I guess. (:
Though I feel that I didnt really did very well during my individual presentation. ):
I love my pom group mates! :D
You guys rocks.
Thanks for the wonderful memories. (:

Coming up will be tmr's csa presentation. ):
Then sat, I will be having comm skills test. ):
Argh. ><

On a happier note, I passed the interview for F1 !!!!!
Im officially an usher for the F1 RACCCEEEEE that is held first time in SPORE. :DDDDD
Whoohoo. Gonna have many fun moments during this sept vacation. ((:
Can Sept quickly come, pleeasssee?? :P

You are not here when i need you the most.
I get it.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:24 am

Wan Jun is tired. ):
Morning went to tamp to meet my group mates for csa project.
It was alright.
Headed home in the afternoon.

Have been sleeping late for weeks alr.
Sigh. So many things to do & so lil time left. ):
I am so looking forward to the sept vacation. :)
I so miss my shopping session & ktv session! ><

But, for now till sept, its gonna be hell man.
End sem examinations, oral presentation, projects presentations & testssss. ):
SIGH.
JIA YOU, WJ! I gonna persevere & fight to the very end.

How i wish i can tell you from last time till now, the guy i like has never change.
Will calling your name still works now??
Tmr. July 21.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:07 pm

IG CARE EVENT WAS PRETTY FUN! :)

Tanah mera Platform. A place so memorable.

Me & chiw foong! :D

Twist :)

WAN JUN is my NAME. :)

Wee Teng, Me & Chiw foong. (: Pretty pose! HAHA.

Wee Teng, Me & Hui Ling. :)

Hee`s. Say CHEEZE. :D

OOPS! What did we saw!? Hahas.

Chiw Foong, Me & Hui Ling EMO-ING. :D

Nice pose. :)

Chiw Foong, wee teng & hui ling attempting to jump down!? *Hahas*

Our REFLECTION. (:

Today woke up super early for the CARE event.

Reached Changi Airport at 8.30am & waited for the rest of the IG members to reach.

The kids came at 9.30am & all of us were paired up with a kid.

My buddy is a boy call Nadif. (:

He is the tallest & biggest boy in the class.

Initially I was quite scared that I will be bullied by him. Haha!

End up, he is quite guai la.

With the exception that he was super hyper active & keep running around.

Hahas. I was super tired after going after him for hours. LOL. :P

Oh, his hobby is so similar to someone. *shocked*

He love soccer and favourite team is Chelsea.

And, he love band & has a band on his own. Hmm..so coincident??

Haha.

We bring the kids around the airport & there was drawing competition organised for them.

The whole event ended at around 1 plus.

Bidded goodbyes to all the kids & we had a short debrief session.

Went to have lunch at Mac after that with clique. :)

Cam whore session before heading home! :)

Stressed with studies. :(

If only I have 48 hours per day for me to do my work...

If only I have more time to sleep & rest...

If only I have a smarter brain...

If only I still have you fighting this war with me...

Everything will be so perfect then.

Sigh.

Anyway, Im quite looking forward to tues pom presentation.

Haha!

Im sure the skit will be very entertaining. HEE`S. :)

Tanah Mera. Airport.

A place so memorable.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:46 pm

AHH!!! STRESSED!!! ):
I will go crazy soon if this continues.
Today was a super stress day.
It started with comm skills tutorial.
Ms Teo told us all the dates for test, oral presentation & report presentation. +.+
What a day to start with. ):
Basically, all of us were all half- dead-looking after comm skills tutorial.
Lol.
Yes, we are all so gonna be a zombie going to school.
BAHHH.

My schedules:

Tmr meet up for csa project after school + comm skills mock test + pom proj due!
Sat CARE event + mentoring
Sun meet up for csa proj
Mon, csa proj due! Meet up for pom proj discussion before school
Tues, pom presentation!!! ><
Thurs, csa presentation!!! ><
Sat, comm skills actual test! ):

=.= AND, August is my exams!!!! OMG. How am I going to study with all these projects blocking my way??!
Sigh.
What is life??
Basically, I have no life.

A super hilarious conversation among me, chiw foong & Shi Li during Comm skills lesson today:
* after Ms Teo informed us of all the impt dates to note*

Chiw Foong: wan jun, tonight i meet you 12am at tp's library 10th floor ok??

Wan Jun: for wat??

Chiw foong: lets jump down together...

Wan Jun: Ok la...set! *Laughs*

Wan Jun: Shi li, tonight we meet at library 10th floor ok?? To jump down together.

Shi Li: Ahahaha. Ok. To end our sufferrings.

******************************************************************************

LOL. So funny man. :D
Haha! Of course, we were just joking luh. :P
Hahahahas.

HANG ON!!!! (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:53 pm

MY SUSPENSE ACCOUNT DON'T BALANCE!!!!!!!!! ><
WHY?? WHY?? WHY!!!??? ))))))):

FA test is horrible.
Damn tough man. ):
Im gonna be so dead.
Sigh. Wan Jun is depressed, sad, pissed & feels like crying. ):

And you know what??
I accidentally cut myself when bathing. Lol.
I think the length of the cut is around 1 cm.
My thumb is bleeding now. ):
Super pain can. )':
Today is so not my day. ):

Words with hidden meanings.
Sigh. :(
I get it.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:29 pm

Hoho. Im currently blogging at my grandma's house. (:
Yesterday IG meeting was alright.
It ended in half an hour. (:
Anyway, I've been thinking alot on whether I should change to main comm.
Currently, Im in sub comm. But, there is a chance for us to change to main comm if we are really enthu about IG.
I really have the urge to switch to main comm as I want to be more actively involve in the organising of events.
BUT, this will means that I will have much more commitments to IG & I am afriad that I can't cope well with studies. ):
How? How? HOW?
Should I change to main comm??
Sigh. Got to make a choice again.
Why is life all about making choices?? Lol.

IG CARE training on wed & actual event on sat. ((((:
I am looking forward to it.
Gonna have some fun moments at changi airport with the kids. (:

FA test ltr at 6.30 pm! ))): * teeth chattering*
Wan Jun must do well!
Not to forget, F1 RACEEE INTERVIEW LTR BEFORE LESSON! :D
Hope we all gets in, pleeeaassseee. (:

21 july'08. 2 years.
A date that I've been looking forward to since the beginning of yr 2008.
Now that its coming in 6 days time, everything is gone.
It holds no meaning alr.
I wonder, if you still rmb this date....

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:56 am

Yesterday meet up for Comm skills proj was alright. (:
Almost done alr.
Financial accounting test tmr. ):
This is stressing me out.
I hope to quickly get over & done with, so that I can concentrate on project presentations that is coming up real SOON. ):
ZOMG. My schedules is so damn pack.
Sigh.
WAN JUN SHALL NOT COLLAPSE! LOL.

On a different note, there is an upcoming photography workshop again.
It is this saturday & next saturday.
I confirm can't make it this sat due to the IG event.
As for next sat, I have mentoring thingy + meet up with him + this photography workshop.
Which one should I go??
Gotta make a choice again. Opportunity cost. LOL.

Anyway, looking forward to later IG meeting. (((;
Hope it turns out fun.

Perhaps, its time for me to forgo you for something else, right?

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

12:09 pm

Back from Elias's mac. (:
Initially,I went to do dream weaver project with chiw foong at whitesands mac.
Jesslyn was there as well. (:
Waited for chiw foong's teacher to come.
Soon after, Mr Tan drove us to Elias's mac as whitesands mac was too crowded.
Did project at Elias mac from around 2pm to 7pm.
We are 80% done alr. (:
Its tiring man. ><
Haha!
Anyway, saw Weiqi at Elias's mac.
We were at the exactly same place & messaging to each other. Lol.
Hahahas.
Anw, Jia you for your prep exams! :)

Headed home at around 7pm.
Its so nice of Mr Tan to send the 3 of us home.
Thanks lotts! :)))

Chiong all the projects!!!

If only, you can be a lil more sensitive to my feelings..

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:59 pm

Wan Jun is shagged. ):
Yesterday, stayed in school till around 9pm to do comm skills project.
We booked project room to do this project.
It was kind of scary. =x Haha!
We kept scaring ourselves in the room. LOL. :D
Anw, it was fun project-ing with my group mates. (:

Next week gonna be a super busy & stress week.
Here is my schedule :

Tmr--> Comm skills proj meeting
Mon--> IG meeting
Tues--> Financial accounting test
Wed--> IG CARE training & Comm skills proj dued!
Thurs--> Proj discussion
Fri --> POM proj dued!
Sat --> IG CARE event

Going out soon to meet Chiw Foong for our dream weaver web design project.
Ahhhh! Im deprived of sleep & rest. ):
Oh, we've gotten our A&F course Tee-shirt.
It looks oooookkkaayyy.
Haha!
I am still very excited about the FORMULA ONE RACCCEEE!
Ushering! Haha! :DDDD

Why can't I forget??
Sigh. )))))):

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:08 am

Eunice's birthday! :D Taken from Liting's blog (:

1A06 at SIMPANG!!!!! :DDD

Random shot! Ahaha! :)))

HEE :P

Hui Ling & Wee Teng hiding away from my camera. :)))

Me with my racket! ((: Badminton rawks. :D

Me in business suit. ;P

Going for badminton with clique! :D

Alright, quite a few days didnt blog alr. Shall start off with mon. (:

MONDAY.

It was Eunice's birthday.

We gave her a surprise at business park. :P

We bought a surprise birthday cake for her & sang birthday song. (:

Hope she likes the surprise we planned for her. (:

TUESDAY.

It was a super llooonnnggg but FUNNN day. (((((((((:

Went to meet clique at tamp sports hall at around 11 plus in the morning for our badminton session! :D

It was super fun playing badminton with them. HEE`S.

They are all great players man. Haha.

After 2 hours of playing, we went to bathe & prepared ourselves for school.

We had subway for lunch & bus-ed to school for pom tutorial.

After school, we had our very first class dinner with our dear Mr Tan at bedok Sim Pang. (((:

The food there are pretty nice except for the hor fan. =x Haha!

We stayed there till around 9pm & headed home.

Love 1A06! :)))

WEDNESDAY.

Had the usual lessons in school.

My whole body ache like hell. ):

It must be due to the badminton session on tues.

Haha! :P

Did abit on comm skills project during break time.

Nothing much alr.

THURSDAY.

After csa lesson ended at 4 plus pm, me & clique quickly chiong to the Auditorium 2 for the briefing on the F1 RACE! :D

However, when we reached there, the briefing almost ended alr. -.-

Left at around 10 minutes after we reached. LOL.

Anyway, I've signed up for the F1 car racing event that will be held in singapore during the upcoming september. (:

I will be the usher for the event. ((: So COOL. Hee`s.

We will be going for the interview next tues.

Hope we all get in, pleaaassseee.

It seems really fun. I so wanna want to take part in this great event.

Haha! :D

TMR.

Will be having lessons early morning tmr. ):

We will be doing pom project during breaks time & comm skills project after school.

Which means, I will most prolly stay in school till late at night doing the project. ))):

Sigh. No choice, the datelines are next week! ):

I guess my this weekends will be pack with project meetings too.

Jia You, Wan Jun! (:

I realise the scar is so deep that it will stay there forever.

The lonely night always bring me back to the past.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:09 pm

First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE!!! :DDD
Hee`s. More to come ltr. Shhh :P

Alright, yesterday was a project-all-the-way day. ):
Met up with my csa group mates at 10am to do the storyboard that is due this thurs.
Finally its done! (: Many credits to chiw foong. (:
After that, went for lunch with them.
After lunch, we slack around tm & cs since its not yet 3pm.
We couldn't find a cheap inner shirt yet. ): BAHH.
Next, we went to ' This Fashion' to try on the clothes there. :P
We saw Shu Fen. (:
Hee`s. I bought a top. (:
By the time we finish trying on the clothes, it was alr 3pm.
So, chiw foong & I left to meet another group mates for Comm skills project.
We stayed at star bucks to do the project till 6 plus, when my laptop died on us.
LOL.
Had dinner with them & at that time, all of us were so shagged alr.
Oh, I drank bubble tea & ate ice cream yesterday.
So unhealthy. =x
*Weight conscious..weight conscious* Haha!
Headed home soon after dinner.

This month is so a killer month. ):
Hah! Enough of my complaints alr.
Looking forward to tmr's badminton session with clique + class dinner. (((:
Its time for a REST! Hee`s. (:

The chatting with him last night makes my stress & unhappiness go away.
Our conversation ain't the same as last time alr.
It feels like im chatting with a very good friend.
I think its quite good?
Maybe its becos I've lost him before, I treasure our time spent together even more now.
I will treasure this friendship of ours. (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:24 am

Yesterday was a fun & tiring day out with my clique.
We went to alot of places to hunt for business suit.
Firstly, we went Tiong Bahru. Had lunch there & I ate a super cute + nice yoghurt. ((:
Hee`s.
After lunch, we began to find the shop that Chiw Foong told us.
However, we can't find the shop after several attempts.
We gave up in the end & headed to Tanjong Pagar.
It was a failed attempt too. Haha!
Lastly, we train-ed to Queenstown.
BUs-ed to Anchor point to find G2000.
In the end, we stayed at G2000 for don know how many hours just to try the blazers.
Haha! :D
Yeah, finally bought my blazer + skirt. (:
Now, im left with the inner shirt.
Saw Cy & Helena at G2000! :D Hahas.
Oh, we saw Jun xian, Chin Kiat & gang at Queenstown too.
So coincident. Hahas.

After that, it was alr 7 plus & we decided to train down to Tamp to have dinner + hunting of inner shirt.
Haven't get my shirt yet, most prolly ltr.
YES. Yesterday was like an adventure day.
We explore almost the whole of spore. LOL.
One word, TIRED.
Haha! But, I had fun with them. (:

I am damn tired now.
Deprived of sleep & rest. )):
How I wish I have 48 hours per day.
24 hours is really not enough for me.
With so many things to do and a super tight schedule, I am really panicking now alr.
Argh! How, how, HOW!? ):

Going out soon for 2 projects meetings. )))))):
WAN JUN IS TIRED! ):

Can i see you now?
Even if its just 1 seconds. ):

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:31 am

Studies is stressing me out.
The past is tearing me apart.
I don't want to be me anymore.
Its so hard to be me.

I'm back to the depressed mood.
Sigh. It comes & goes.
Anyway, I'd rather it comes now than on 21 july when Im having 2 impt presentations.
Argh. *Worried*

Once, there was a girl who paints a beautiful picture of love. She thought that fairytales do exist & still believe it up to this day. On 21 july'06, her fairytales began. She loved him, but didn't really shows it. She really appreciate all the lil things that he did for her. At that time, she knows that he is the one for her. She sees him as the motivation in her studies & her everything in her life. Everything she did, was for him. She puts him as her priority & would push away everything just to go out with him.She fell for his promises that were full of hurt & misery. Everything was so perfect until that very night where everything ended. She gave up in the end, although she knows she could never forget him. They still keep in touch with each other for the following months. She saw hope in the relationship but everything still ended when he has found someone.She was upset. Tears couldn't stop flowing down her cheeks. In order to move on, she lied to herself again & again. In a way, she is resigning herself to fate cos there is really nothing much she can do anymore. She knows it very well that the only thing she can do was to forget him & move on. However, this was a very hard decision for her. She don't wish to forget everything that has got to do with him. She still can't forget him even up to this very day. She treats him as a special guy who came into his life. Now, she still holds on to that miracle that everything could be back again, although she knows that it is impossible. She still loves him.

Treasure it before everything is gone.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:29 am

Making a choice entails giving up something you also value.
To choose is to lose.
This is life.
Sigh. ): I don't know why this sentence keeps ringing in my head.

Wan Jun is sick.
Lol. I've been feeling very cold for the whole of today, thinking that it was due to the aircon in the LT rooms.
But up to now, im still feeling vey cold.
Yes. Running a fever now. ):
NOOOO. Not at this time.

Financial accounting is getting more & more tough.
Argh. HEADACHE. =x
Can't believe my future job will be on this. ):

Ok here is my schedule for the next few days...

SAT--> Buy business suit with clique
SUN--> CSA project + COMM SKILLS project meet ups
MON--> Hmm...
TUES--> Badminton session with clique before school + Class dinner after school ((:
WED--> Most prolly project meeting
THURS--> Usher meeting + web design storyboard due

SIGH.
I wish I still have you to keep me going.
*tears*

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:18 pm

AHHHHHHH!!!!!! I AM GOING CRAZY SOOOOOONNNN!!!! =x

Don't mention the word ' PROJECT 'to me now.
Im damn scared of this word alr. LOL.
Can JULY quickly passed!???
Its a nightmare for all of us. ))):

My coming 3 weeks will be chionging of projects + actual presentations+ tests coming up.
All these = NO LIFE. ):
Im STRESSSSSSSSEDDDDD!!!

Tmr break time gonna do project.
Sun WHOLE day will be projects meetings.
Next week + following week everyday will be projects meet up.

See, my life revolves around projects, projects & PROJECTS.
Argh.

Having serious headache now. =x
The surveys are part of the causes for my headache.
Its so tiring to ask ppl to do surveys. Haha!
Anyway, thanks all those kind souls who helped me in my surveys. :)))
Esp Wei Jie. :D Haha!
He was on the phone with me to help me do the survey, & at the same time, looking for cheers at AMK hub.
Hahahas. So funny man.
Thanks lotts!

I wanna see you, you & YOU. ):

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:47 pm