this is real, this is me.

Back home from work! (:
Today's work was tiring as well.
Met many weird uncles & aunties too.
Giving out flyers aint easy afterall. Haha!
Anyway, its over! Don't have to work anymore. Hee`s.
After work at 7pm, i went to meet mummy at tamp control station.
Went to walk around with her & i bought my new shoulder bag for school.
Wan jun is happy! ((:
Hee`s.
Wanted to look for shoes also but i was too tired then, so headed back to bedok for dinner & home!

Tmr gonna meet cy in the morning to give our timesheets to the agent & then, i will bus to school for IG workshop. (((:
Hope tmr will be a fun day! :D

Sticky note girl ??

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:40 pm

Third post of the day.
Ppl, you all can ignore this post. Haha!
Chatted with my dear trivia gf 10 mins ago.
Oh man, we are in the same situation.
He(s) & she(s).
Abit confusing.
I agree with her, some memories stay forever.
When you thought you had forgotten & move on, that particular scene will crush you down like nobody's business.
Its then you realised that you have never move away from him.
Sigh. Cold hard fact.
Ever since that night, i've been having nightmares.
That scene, that place, my heart was tore apart.
Now, im pushing myself very hard to forget.
It might not be good, but thats the only thing i can do.
I don't want to live in that memories anymore.
Wan jun will be able to do it, so is trivia. (:
Cheer up!

I miss him but he will only miss her, not me.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:06 pm

Qi Rong bestie & me! :D

Hee`s. :P

Alot of 'wanjun'! Haha!

Multiples Qi rong! :D

Alright, back from work. ):
My foot hurts, my back hurts too. ):
Went to give out SK jewellery's flyers with qi rong.
I was just working for fun since its only for two days.
But now, i so so regret it man.
Its TIRING! ):
Ah well, met some ppl who just walked away & ignore me. =.=
Irritating! ><>
Now i know how pityful those ppl are on the street giving out flyers.
From now onwards, i will take those flyers if ppl give me. Hee`s.
Ohh, i met some weird ppl too.
There was this uncle who walked up to me & i thought that he wanted to take the flyers so, i gave one to him.
But, end up he was not. He wanted to help me give out the flyers. =.= wth.
He said that he is bored. LOL.
Funny right?? Hahahahas.
Of course, i didnt allow him to help. Haha!

My left arm can't stop trembling since this noon.
It is due to the fact that i carried the whole stack of flyers for hours. )):
Heavy uh. ):
Ohh, the sales guy at SK jewellery is super humorous. Haha! (:
He said that me & qr pri school students ar?? *Laughs*
& When i was giving out flyers, he came over & said this, ' come kor kor perform for you to see how i give out flyers.' LOL.
Damn paiseh. :P Hahaha.

wan jun has to stop daydreaming.
Admit the fact that, some things are not meant to last.
Someone please tell me that im NOT missing him.
Pleasssseeeee. Anyone will do.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:03 pm

HELLOOOO ppl, im back. (:
See, i promised i will be back with a new wan jun. Haha!
I feel like changing blog link & a new blog.
Everything should be change i think. Lol.
Wait till im free & willing to do it bahx. Haha. :P
I've alr decided that i won't see him anymore, unless, im certain that he is past.
Looking forward to that day. (:

Alright, today & tmr gonna be a super tiring day for me. ))):
I hope these 2 days quickly passed.
Looking forward to next week. (:
Mon- IG WORKSHOP! :D
Thurs- Meet up with besties! :D
Sat- Sentosa trip with gfs?? :D

Its time to plan some sports activities yea??
Haha!
I need to burn away my excess fats! ><

Sept 10 & 11 will be the release of results.
Please give me a result with As & Bs only please.
I want a GPA of min 3.2 credit !
Will my wish come true??

Haha! Im seriously so into F1 RACE. LoL. (:
Can't wait for 26-29 sept to come. ((:
I feel like buying shades! *Laughs*
I can predit that it will be damn hot. Hee`s.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:32 am

Sick of waiting & not moving at all.
Its alr 8 months, wat more can i ask for???
Building your happiness at the expense of mine.
I think im wrong.
I give up. I guess this is wat you want to hear from me.
Yes, i give up.
I promise, this will be the last time.
The last time im shedding tears for you.

A new wan jun will be back when u guys see me during IG workshop.
I promise.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:33 pm

Going back to prcs is like going back to the past, except that everything changes.
Saw quite alot of my ex classmates. Miss them so much! :)
I so miss the times as a 4/7-er.
Saw quite afew of my dance juniors. (:
Miss you girls, esp that councillor girl, Vanessa! (:

Other than going back school, i also went to the cpf building twice today for the job thingy.
Its so last minute. Lol.
My agent, Richard, is a funny guy. Haha!

Nothing much alr.
Blog again another time, now not really in good mood.
Sorry.

So, he didnt went back.
Seems like he is putting everything behind alr.
I wish i can have his brain, so that my mind fills with everything except him, just like how his mind fills with everything except me.
Once again, im trap in this vicious cycle.
Looking back & realising that everything have changed.
Where is the promise??
Where is the love??
Where is the him that i know of??
Suddenly, I feel that i don't want to be me.
I wish im not me.
I think god hates me. Life has never been fair to me.
Why am i facing all these alone when this concerns two persons.
I must be a very bad girl, thats why god is punishing me.

People say that im a strong girl.
Actually, im not.
I am as fragile as any one of you can be, just that i don't show it.
Over & over again, i keep telling myself that wats past is past, no point thinking about it.
But, end up, i keep getting myself hurt over & over again.
I hate my life.
I want a fullstop to all these.
This time round, its really a goodbye.
Goodbye prcs, & the memories.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:21 pm

SHADES!!!!! :D

Ohh...white frame don't suit me. ): Black is nicer (:

((:

Taken by chiw foong (:

Beautiful. (:

Chiw foong & me. (:

US. ((:

NICE! (:

Aint this pretty??

Chiw foong said this : Wah the train got alot ppl.
Me : Eeeee! Don't anyhow say. Now 7th month! =x Haha!

Today was a NICCCCCEEEE day out with clique. (:

The day started off with a surprise mini celebration for dear Shi Li.

Haha!

We stick to our original plan & its a success! (:

But, its quite tiring running here & there. Haha. :P

Our plan goes like this.......

Wee teng, hui ling, Eunice & li ting met up with Shi li at tamp mrt & then train-ed to orchard.

They told Shi li that chiw foong & I last minute can't make it for today's shopping session.

The truth was that me & chiw foong alr met up earlier at orchard to prepare the cake & found a place suitable for us to surprise Shi li. :D

It was super fun! Haha!

We contacted through phone when they reached orchard & asked them to trick shi li to ngee ann city.

Chiw foong & I were hiding behind a big wall & looking around to spot them.

I think others must be thinking that the both of us were crazy man.

Haha! :P

We immediately ran over when they reached the place, & sang birthday song.

Hope you like this surprise we planned for you & the gift, shi li. ((((:

Hee`s. We headed to Fareast after that for our shopping session.

Today was a surprise that i didnt buy anything! LOL.

Its so not me. :P Haha!

Not really in a mood to shop today.

Sigh. I don't know why also. My heart feels heavy. ):

Headed home at around 4 plus.

Tmr going back prcs.

I miss my gfs! (:

On the other hand, i feel scared to go back.

Sigh. I don't want the feeling to be back.

It should be sweet, but now it hurts.

Anyway, going down to tamp cpf building tmr too.

Hope the job thingy will be a success one. (:

*pray hard*

I can't wait for this month to end. F1 RACCCCEEEEEEE! :D

Ohh, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON POH WEN QI! :DDD

Meet up some day! (:

I wish we will be able to act normal.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:40 pm

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!!!! :DDDDDDD
Whoohoo! Hee`s. Wan jun is a happy lil girl. (:
Photos to share......(:

Me with that super chio top! (:

Beautiful shot! Taken by chiw foong on the way to bugis. (((:

The sky is nice. (: Hah! Taken during one of the meet up for comm skills project.

3 of us! (((:

Alright, its time for some update since im super high today. Haha!

Yesterday had accounts exam & today was pom.

POM sucks big time. =x

Just hope miracle get me an A or a B. (:

Accounts was alright bah. Hope no careless mistakes.

Ok, today marks the end of my first sem workload. (:

Was super happy after pom paper. Haha! Its holidays. ((:

Its Shi Li 's birthday today too!

Went to bugis with some of my girls for some fun time. Hee`s.

We went bugis street for some shopping & also look for shi li 's present.

I bought a supppppeerrr chio top! (:

Haha! Take it as a reward for myself after chiong-ing for exams for sooooo long.

Yeah, & we bought Shi Li 's present alr. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, DEAR DEAR SHI LI! :D

Hee`s. We shop for pretty long at bugis.

My legs were super tired by the time we headed home. :P

Ohh, i saw this super cute watch from MU-EE!

Its really very cute i tell you.

I decided to aim for that alr. Hahahahas. (:

Once i get my pay from the F1 Race event, i will chiong to get it.

Must wait for me ok? :P

Haha! But, the event is end of this month.

This means that i will have to wait very long for me to hold that watch in my hands. ):

Lol. I wanna find jobs, anyone got any jobs to intro?? (:

Haha! Tmr gonna have another fun moments with my clique. (((:

We gonna hit the town tmr, & there will be a........*shhhh*

Hahahas. We shall see tmr. (:

Will be going back to PRCS on fri to meet my gfs & ex-classmates!

I so miss the school, the environment, the teachers & the people there. (:

Now that the holidays have arrived, i must plan some things to make good use of this holidays.

First thing first will be GYM-ING & BADMINTON-ING sessions to get rid of my fats gained during exams period. =x

Next will be of course my usual dose of retail therepy with my great great friends! ((:

This includes shopping session, ktv & chill out session. Haha!

Next next will be working i guess.

But, i need to find a job first. ):

Got any good lobang must intro me ok. ((: Hee`s.

In between i will need to go back school for IG events & my long awaited F1 RACCCEEE at marina!

Hehe. Wan jun is tired now.

Update again tmr. (:

Im afraid.

This feeling is undescribeable.

Afterall, wan jun has yet move on.

Its still in me.

Its like a bomb which will react anytime.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:35 pm

FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING PAPER TMR!
Hope it will be hard, hard to fail.
Hope it will be easy, easy to Ace it. (:

Ahaha. I so wanna get an A for it.
Pleeeaaassseee god, let me Ace it no matter wat.
Sigh.

I realised my post recently have been rather wordy & there is no photos. ))));
All because of this irritating exams luh. ><
I haven been stepping out of my house for weeks alr, except going to school for csa & econs exams. ))):
So poor thing right?????
Sigh. No choice ya.
Even if i go out also no mood, so might as well stay at home.
My mummy is worried that i will go crazy.
Hahahas.
Here's the conversation bet me & my mummy.....
This happened last sat...

Mummy: ltr i going down to ur bro's company for check up, you wanna follow anot??
Me: * wanting so badly* Don't think so...gotta study. ):
Mummy: you sure anot?? There got ur favourite dim sum leh.
Me: Sigh. You buy back for me lor.
Mummy: You come with me la, why keep studying?? Everytime see you, you studying. Ltr go crazy ah.
Me: Alr crazy le. ><
Mummy: Go la....ltr can see the campus superstar guy you know. (Javin)
Your bro says he works there also. * trying to persuade me to accompany her*
Me: Not interested.

HAHAHAHAHAS. :D
Wow, im so hardworking huh??
Haha! I so wanna go out de luhhhhh, but, aiya........):

Dont worry mummy, after exams, I sure 100% everyday go out. (((((((:
Haha! :P

Ohhh, I HATE GST!!!! =x

You gave me love, you gave me hope.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:18 am

SIGH.
MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG! )):
My mind keep drifting away to the shopping malls in spore. LOL.
Its been a long long long long time since i last stepped into Orchard Road. ):
I miss my shopping spree!
I alr have things in mind to get. :P Haha!
Gonna shop till i drop after the exams & of course, after i've gotten my pay. (((:

Ohh, I suddenly crave for chocolates!
Its weird, cos i seldom crave for em. Lol.
I miss the M&MS. ):
Sigh. Anyone who appear at my doorstep to deliver chocolates to me will be loved by wanjun!
Hahahahahahas. :P

SIGH.
When will my wish come true???
My mind suddenly drift to this when i was studying. Lol.
It has been my wish since sec 4.
It should have alr been done during Jan this year but, it didn't. ):
Why didn't we keep to our promise?? ):
Now, i guess its impossible for my wish to be fullfilled.
Unless.......miracle exist.

Enough of SIGH-ING.
Back to my books. =.='

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:03 pm

This post is dedicated to my dear dear bestie......YEO QI RONG! (:
Hah!
Firstly,
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU GIRL!!!! (:

Hee`s. This great bestie of mine is a supppeerr great friend you can ever have. (:
Hmm..we've known each other for 5 years alr & i realised we've been in the same school since primary school. Haha. Fate?? :P
Although we are in the same pri school, i've never seem to seen her before. Ahah.
Our friendship started since the lst day of sec school. (:
At that time, the only friends i know in my sec school were qr & Joan.
Since then, I've been in the same class with her for 2 yrs.
& I miss the days taking bus home with her! :D
We've shared many wonderful memories together with cy & helena. (:
I treasure our friendship & im sure that it will last forever. :)))))
Hee`s.
Even though now we are not in the same course & we might not be as close as last time, you are still my bestest bestie ever. (:

Best wishes for you, girl! :)

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:14 am

ACCOUNTS JUST MAKE ME MAD ! ><

To make me less painful, Mr Chan should lend me his brain. LOL.
Sigh. Why these 2 weeks seem to pass so slow??
I can't wait for next wed to come.
I dread studying day & night. ):
Its torturing.
I miss my retail therepy! ><

Awalkdownmemorylane.
Onceagain,ithinkofyou.
Theskyiscloudytoday,soismymood.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:55 pm

ECONS, DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (((((((((:

Ahaha! Today was my econs paper.
It was manageable. (:
Hope i can get A. (:
I was damn stress before the paper, all thanks to Jyred.
Haha!
He said this when he saw me before the paper....

Jyred: wanjun, this time round 100 marks ah??
Me: Huh??

Hahahahas.
Oh Jyred, you over estimated me man. Hahas!

Anyway, im left with 2 more papers.
Right now, i alr can't wait for my holidays alr. Hee`s.

Ohh, Mr chan is really a super gooooooddd teacher. (:
Hahas. So fatherly & he really cares for his students.
Haha! Just now, i was supposed to go find Mr chan after my paper to ask him some questions regarding accounts.
However, i couldn't find him & so, i seek help from my super pro lao gong.
Chiw foong cleared all my doubts. (: Thanks thanks.
Hee`s.
And when i reached home, i called back to Mr chan & he told me that he was actually at the other room marking scripts. He couldn't find me too.
Hahahas! Its okay, Mr chan. (:
He says that if got anymore queries can just call him or email him & he ask me to relax abit first before studying again.
So fatherly right?? Haha! (:

Got to go study again later. ):
Sigh. Wan jun, wanjun, go go GO!

If only i can get a lil of your concern,
a lil of your love...
my life will be alot better.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

1:41 pm

TMR'S THE DAYYYYYY! ><
GOODLUCK EVERYBODY FOR ECONS PAPER! (:

Ohh, i didnt realise today is the 21st until i blogged.
Lol.
Its okay, its alright. (:
Haha!

Focused, wan jun.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:27 am

Market Failure??
Exactly a FAILURE. ><

Why is the sky so empty today??
Sighs.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:32 am

STRESSED!!!!!!!!! ))))))))))))))))))))))))):
Im dying. ><
I feel like crying. ))):

Hang on, wanjun!
Don't give up, think of the reason why i hold on for so long in the beginning.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:01 am

Today is the start of the study week.
Econs paper this fri.
Work hard, wan jun. Three more papers to go. (:

I realised something.
For every single minute spent, there is an opportunity cost involve.
Right now that im here blogging, my opportunity cost will be the time spend for studying.
Hah!
And, i don't understand why is education considered as privately funded when i strongly feel that it should be funded by the government??
Because it is rivalry & excludable?? But i thought nobody can be excluded from education??
Ohh! Because every students must register for education & there are limited spaces available.
RIGHT??
Hahahahas.
Going crazy alr man. :P
Ok, enough of econs. Hahas.

I realised i have interest in econs. :P
Weird right?? Haha!
My brother told me that there is this course called Economics in NTU.
Haha!

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF, STAY CALM & GO FOR IT! (:

Why must the past always haunt me before my exams??
Irritating can. ><
I will go crazy if this continue.
God, teach me wat i should do?

Why that same old line??
You idiot.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:00 am

After presentation! :)

Inside project room at night. (:

Presenting to you my wonderful group mates!
Fang Yong, Cheng Siong, Li ting, shi li, chiw foong & me! :D
FORMAL! (: Why am i the shortest!? ))))):

Alright, finally got time to blog. (:
This week has been a super busy week.
Been sleeping super late at night to chiong my csa exams + comm skills presentation.
Comm skills presentation on friday. It was kind of okay i guess.
We also gotten back our summative test result.
Wan jun is happy with the grade. (((:

Right after presentation, i rushed home to chiong for today's csa paper.
Hmm...it was okay bahx. Just hope i can score well. (:

I can't wait for exams to be over man.
All the fun awaits...(:
I dread the process. ><
Next week gonna be the study week & fri will be my second paper alr. ):
22 Aug, ECONS paper.
26 Aug, Financial Accounting paper.
27 Aug, POM paper.

Sigh. JIA YOU, WAN JUN!!!!

At least for that 1 second, i know i've crossed your mind. (:
I miss you.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:28 pm

Wan jun is not satisfied with her coursework grades! >,<
Sigh.
I feel so stupid in my class. ):
Haha!
Now, i can only work on my main exams.
Jia You, Wan jun!
I must do well! No exception! ><

Nothing shall affects me now till exams are over.
Wan Jun shall be a nerd from now on. :P
Hahahas.

Someone once told me that, ' fear not for its where your downfall will come.' (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:04 pm

Please God, let all the satelites, bluetooth,infrared thingy get into my brain PLEASE. )))):
Argh. * Panick-ing*

Alright, yesterday had Fa tut.
Chiw Foong & I were crapping alot in class. Haha!
Luckily Mr Chan didn't hear anything. :P
Mr chan was telling us about the recovery of bad debts thingy, which is when a bankrupt person returns to pay you back the money.
And chiw foong & i started this....

wanjun: Confusing ah! Aiyo, why the person so stupid one, bankrupt alr still return to pay back the money for wat!?

cf: Ya lah! Stupid nvm leh, still make us(accountants) miserable only.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS :DDDD

AND, there was once Mr chan said that he will not ask us to prepare so many Accounts in the exams so as to make us less painful. Here goes my crapping....

wj: Then you should prepare the template for us also to make us EVEN less painful.
Cf: Hahahas :D

Oh no, when did i become so crappy?? :P
Hah!
No no, that is not wan jun.
Its just my pre exams syndrome.
Hahahas.

Sigh. Off to my IT world. )))))))):

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:47 am

I seriously need more RAM for my brain! ><
Csa don't like me & I don't like csa too! Rawr.
Haha.
Going crazy soon. This is the side effects of studying csa.
BUT, time is running out! Ahhhhh!
Sat is the dooms day alr. ):
And and, fri i have my final comm skills presentation to go.
Its equally impt to csa exams.
Argh. I need more time. ><

Ok, enough about school stuffs.
Wan Jun is a lil moody nowadays.
Sigh. Don't know why also. ):
Hang on!!!!!!

Some wishes, i don't wish to give up.
Still holding on, hoping that one day, miracles will happen....

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:28 am

Photos taken yesterday & on Fri! :DD

Before school. (:

Scary effects. ><>

Me & Trivia gf! ((((((:

The 3 of us on national day! ((((((((((:

*huggies* (((:

Alright, yesterday was a fabulous day out with my gfs. (((:

Too bad joey & eliz can't make it.

Nvm, next time ok?? (:

Hee`s. We went bugis for dinner + shopping session + chit chat session. (:

Initially, we wanted to train down to cityhall for the fireworks thingy, but considering the fact that there would be crowded with ppl, we stayed at bugis.

We had dinner at a hong kong cafe at bugis st.

Hmm..the food was ookaayy.

Haha!

We went shopping after that & went starbucks for a rest before heading home.

Nice catch up sessions with my gfs! (:

Love you all to bits. Haha! :P

Ohh, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to my great great 4/7 class partner, MALIQUE!!! :DD

Gonna go study alr. Sigh. ):

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:29 am

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!! :D
Hah!
Wow, i woke up so early man. Nobody is online now.
Hahas.
I believe this sacrifice is worth it. (:

Financial accounting just make me mad!
I pity all the accountants out there.
Ironically, i will be one of them in future. ):
Can i be some finance manager & make my subordinates do all the irritating journals bla bla & I just check their work?? ((((:
HAHA! Wan Jun, dream on. LOL.

I spent 2 hours doing 1 question, of course with alot of parts.
All the journals, control & subsidiary a/cs, trial balance...etc. ):
How am i going to finish all the questions during exams!?
Ahhhh, panicked. ):
LOOK HERE PPL! Next time if your happen to be some boss or watever, just purchase watever goods in cash please. No money then don't buy. Don't credit here & there, make accountants pek chek only.
HAHA! Accountants like me luh, who gets pek chek easily. :P
Hahahahahas.

CSA. Another make-me-mad subject! ):
And this exam is next sat!
OMG. One more week to study.
Hardware, software, system unit, memory, output & input devices, privacy & security....etc.
All these terms make me go haywire.
Haha!

I still like Econs the best. (:
Hee`s.
POM is another killer subject.
Why do i need to study management in the first place??

Haha! I think my current post is super hilarious.
All the grumblings. ><
Hee`s. A lil crazy alr, after all the studyings. ):
Alright, gonna go do my stuffs alr.
Going out at night with my gfs!
Can't wait. (((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:24 am

Wan Jun can't smile. ):
Argh. Having mood swing now. Lol.

Today's school was okay.
Had FA & Econs Lecture in the morning.
After that was 2 hours break before comm skills lesson.
Gossip with my clique during the break. Haha!
Basically, it was me, chiw foong & shi li sharing about our past.
Haha.
I suddenly realised that, everything could be very perfect if only....

Comm skills tutorial was okay.
But, don't know why I suddenly became very moody at the end of the lesson.
I don't think is because of our project's grade because i feel that its not bad alr.
We all did our best. (:
Maybe....its because im worried about comm skills presentation which is 30% of the whole result!
Maybe..im stressed with exams which is coming up SOON!
Maybe..im worried that i will bring down my whole group's marks for the comm skills presentation, which is next fri.
Maybe...that thing still stays in my heart & when triggered, my mood will fall to the bottom.
Maybe... I REALLY DON'T KNOW!!!!

Argh! Going crazy soon.
So many things to worry about.
AND, IT STUFFS JUST MADE ME MAD!!!!!
I know i definitely can't be a computer competent user.
HAH!
:P

My mind is so in a mess now.
I don't know wat im thinking, what my heart wants me to do.
I had make a big progress, have i ??
But then again, i realised im afraid to hear anything about him now.
I feel scared. Im scared of getting hurt again.
Knowing that he is doing fine, i should be happy right?
Ya, i should.
But why do i feel sad more than happy?

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:01 pm

Helllooo bloggie! (:
Hah!
Today was my trial oral presentation & i think it went well. (:
Hahas. I was super nervous initially but after that, i couldn't stop laughing.
LOL. :D
At least, i made my classmates & Ms teo laugh. (:
Hahas.

Alright, i can't wait for tmr.
Cos tmr will be my-clique-wear-dress-to-school-day!
Hahahahahas. :DDDDDDD
I can't wait for sat too. Miss my gfs alot alot. (:
Lastly, I can't wait for exams to come!!!! LOL. =.="
Im kidding.
Hee`s.
But seriously, I can't wait for exams to be over. (:

Ohh, there will be a IG workshop for all sub comm members on 1 sept.
I think it will be quite fun but, its teachers' day! ):
I thought of asking my gfs if they wanna go back to prcs. ):
Boohoo. ):
Why must the workshop be on 1 sept??

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:36 pm

I wonder..who will fill that empty blue heart?? Haha! :P

Econs Portfolio! :D

Me & chiw foong before the presentation. ((:

Wan Jun is super stressed before the presentation!!!!! ><

Chiw Foong is stress too! ><

Eunice is relax! Hahahahas. :D

CF! :P

Hui Ling & Wee Teng practising their presentation script. :D

TA-DAHHH! :D

((((((((:

My script! Haha :P

HEARTS!!! (: 2 hearts combine as 1. (:

Alright, today econs presentation went wellllllll. ((((:

Haha! I think its the best so far man.

Hee`s.

Before the presentation was kind of fun cam-whoring with my group mates, when we should be feeling nervous instead. Hah.

Chiw foong taught me how to fold 2 hearts combine together as 1 ! (:

Super nice. Hahas. Thanks! (;

Tmr will be my trial oral presentation alr. ><

Wish me goodluck. Haha!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:53 pm

AHH!!! Wan jun is super scared about the 2 freaking presentations on wed & thurs!
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I will be happier when thurs is over. (:
LOL. Till then.

Ohh, i have a date with my dardar gfs this sat! Whoohoo. ((:
At least, there is something for me to look forward to. (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

12:26 pm

I had a new haircut today. (:
Its time wan jun change. Haha!
I mean, its time wan jun grows up & move on.
If you ppl got realised, I've changed my profile on the left side of this blog.
That date which was so significant to me in the past have disappeared.
Yes, its time i remove it.
Actually, I should have done that long ago.
In the past, I don't wish to remove anything that has got to do with him becos, i am afraid that one day i will forget the past that we once shared.
Now, I've finally got the courage to remove it.
I know I will not forget the memories. It will always stay somewhere in my heart. (:

To my darling gfs who knows what im referring to, is this a good progress for me??
Hahas. (:

Wanjun & joel shall have their own life now.
Of course, their friendship will never ends. (:
He will still be my motivation, like always.

Alright, exams are coming!
My schedule for this month will be damn pack alr. ):

1) 6th Aug : Econs presentation
2) 7th Aug : Comm skills trial presentation
3) 15 Aug : Comm skills report presentation
4) 16th Aug : My KILLER paper! CSA exams
5) 22nd Aug : Econs paper
6) 26 Aug : Financial accounting paper
7) 27 Aug : POM paper

After 27 Aug will be HOLIDAYS! :)))))))
Can't wait. (:
Hang on, Wan jun!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:44 pm

Its been how long since i last step into Orchard road??
Its been how long since i had a proper shopping session??
Its been how long since i had a proper sleep at night??
I wonder...

The opportunity cost of having good results is the sacrifice of all these, i guess.
Sigh. I can't wait for sep to come.
My long awaited deserved break! (:

I think im too paranoid sometimes.
I worry too much for nothing.
I always look on the negative side.
Quoted by Mr wei jie.
Haha!
I think i should be more optimistic. (:

National day is coming in a week's time.
I ain't really looking forward to this day.
I don know why the thought of national day will make me sad.
Maybe, its becos of the fireworks wish that i've been wanting to fullfill since 2 yrs back.
I really want to watch fireworks luh. ):
Any kind souls want to watch with me??
Haha!

Oh, alot of guys ask me why i am unhappy. Lol.
I think i better change my nick in case ppl thought i want to commit suicide.
Haha! :D
I miss my gfs alot alot alot! ><
Chatted with trivia just now, i so miss the times back in sec school.
Miss you girls. (:
We shall meet out soon after poly's exams & Jc' s promos ok?? (:

Someone says i have a ' go-back-home-chiong-tb ' face. LOL.
Oh please, im not ok.
Haha!

How've you been recently??

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:16 pm

Time flies.
Its alr friday & exams are coming in 2 weeks time.
Wan Jun wants to do well but, its hard. ):
Today, our course manager talked to us on the special program given to the top 10% of the whole cohort.
The top 10% will also be in the directors' honours award list.
Its so inspiring can.
Wan Jun wants to be on that list! :P
Haha! Im dreaming again.

Today comm skills lesson was quite relax.
8 of my classmates had their trial presentation today.
They all did very well. (:
Shakina's presentation was touching. An unforgettable person in my life.
I almost tear also when she was presenting.
Awwww.
Next week gonna be my turn. ):

Oh, I've joined an event in October 17 as helpers! ((:
Its A&F workshop for sec sch students.
I will be helping out in assisting the students.
Gonna be fun i guess. (:

Everything in life is temporary, because everything changes. That's why it takes great courage to love, knowing it might end anytime but having the faith it will last forever.
Love is a strange thing on earth. It always happen at the most unexpected time.
He is the first guy who walks into my heart, & maybe becos of this, i really treasure our relationship alot. He brought colours to my life & made my everyday a day so meaningful.
With him around, I don't have to worry about anything & I can rely on him. The time spent in school became more fun, & the thought of seeing him in school when i woke up in the morning erased all my unwillingness to go school. Also,the bus ride home with him made my journey less lonely. I am glad I have him once in my life.
Now, although we can't be together anymore, I still hope that he will be happy.
The memories that we shared will always stay in my heart.
I've learn alot from this r/s.
Cherish things while you still have them, not when they've gone, for one of the hardest things to deal with is regret.

My unforgettable person in my life.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:15 pm