this is real, this is me.

Sigh.
I still need time to get used to my current life now.
This sucks. )':

I wish for a time machine & nth else really matters.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:37 pm

The first week of school has passed.
All i can say is, this sem is really tough.
I wonder if i can survive anot. ):
Its just the first week & i'm alr super tired.
All the workloads, & the so-not-interesting-modules are driving me crazy.
Ahhh, bless me!

Okay, now i will blog about this hectic first week of school.

Tues.
Had 4 lectures with only a 1 hour break in between! ):
School ended at 5pm & i had ig meeting.

Wed.
For this first week of school, wed i only had sociology lec at engine school.
After sociology lec, went with weeteng & huiling to the library. (:
Rui jie came to meet me soon after & we went to the self study room.
Slack down there & had lunch at mensa after which.
Hmm...can't rmb wat happened after that. :P

Thurs!
A&F FRESHMEN ORIENTATION! :D
Didn't go for my sociology tut cos of this. :P
Okay, the A&F orientation was a blast! (:
I guess all the hardwork that we have put in were all worth it. (:
All the late meetings, endless meetings.....(:
Result: SUCCESS! :D
Good job to all the main comms & the helpers! :)

The event ended at close to 7pm.
The main comms had debrief & we all leave school at around 9pm. (:
Ohh, we received our main/sub comm tee on thurs too! :D
Nice nice! (:
Red for main comms, & orange for sub comms. (:

Fri.
Had CMA1 lecture + bus finance tut.
Attended our very first tut in our new class.
Okay, i felt weird.
I MISS ALL MY 1A06-ERS! ):
为什么人总是要等到失去后,才懂得珍惜?
Sigh.

After school ended, i went to the ig booth to meet with the main comms. (:
Its our textbooks collection day.
At around 3pm, we packed up & i went with ruijie to eat my late lunch.
Headed to the library next for pca tutoring session. :P
Yes, ruijie tutor me. Haha!
Cos my accounts is seriously CMI.
& i 被骂 for don noe how many times. )':
So fierce :X
Hahas, went opp school for bubble tea after that.
Home sweet home! (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:07 pm

Today is the first day of school for most poly students.
My school starts tmr as mon is a full-tutorials- day.
& tutorials only start on week 2.
Nevertheless, i still went school this morning.
Went to find Mr chan for adding of cds.
Conclusion is, i chose intro to sociology, & we(cf, me, wt, hl) are all in the same cds class. (:

Okay, after that met up with the main comms.
Lunched, bought the prizes & had ig meeting.
The meeting ended at around 7pm. :X
We are not having school & yet we are going home later than the rest.
Hahas.

Okay, reached home at around 8pm & came on9 to finish the minutes.
Now, i'm done. (:
Sent to ruijie to approve alr.
Just as i was rejoicing to my mum that my fever didn't "visit" me today, it came back NOW.
Gotta go eat my dinner & medicine alr. ):

Tmr will be another long day in school.
Or rather these few weeks?? :x
& i can alr see that this sem will be a tough one. :x
Just pray that everything goes smoothly pleaseeeee.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:18 pm

I'm terribly sick. )':
Went to see doctor this afternoon, cos my fever keep going on & off. ):
Waited for my consultation for 3 hours plus, from no fever to fever. :X
When its my consultation, the doctor measured my temp & its 38.7 degree celcius.
& the doctor went , "WOAH, so high!"
LOL.
The doctor says my fever will CONTINUE for a few more days! ):
Argh! Damn. :X
& he gave me 4 days MC. ):
I will not be using it though, cos there is lectures!
How can i not go for lec on the first week?? ):
So, i crawl also will crawl to school. :x

I hate to be sick luhhhhh.
Esp now, everytime must eat 6-7 pills each for 3 times per day. :x
Super terrible taste can.
ARGH. :X

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:49 pm

Firstly, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO HUI LING! :DDDD
Hope you enjoy ur birthday & may you make many niceee friends in ur new class. (:

Okay, i'm here to update on yesterday's HL early birthday celebration with clique. (:

We had early lunch at suntec before heading to our destination, Marina Barrage. (:
I think we've chosen the wrong timing as it was scorching hot! :X
But, we are smart enough to choose a shady place & sat down. (:
Some of us went to play with the waters! :D
Imagine soaking ur foot in the cold water on a hot day. :P
It's just so awesome. (:
Haha!
& the scenery is equally beautiful in the day like the other time i went with ruijie at night. (:

After playing with the waters & cam-whoring, all of us sat down & gave huiling her bday present & cake.
Not forgetting, birthday song! :D
After that, we played those get-to-know-each-other games. ((:
Everybody will say smth about that one person each time, & we rotate after each round.
So, we will get to know how others think about us! :P
It's rather fun, & touching! :P
Cos, we talked about the past when we just got to know each other during week 0 orientation.
Awww. ):
Bestest friends forever yo? (:

We left the place at around 4, & i train-ed home. (:
Huiling, hope you enjoyed! :D
Much loves from us. (:

*Beware! Mass photos ahead*
((:
Enjoy! :D

Birthday girl! (:

Me & Eunice. (:

Me & Eunice trap inside the water thingy???? :P

ME! (:

Me & eunice. (:

US again. (:

me, eunice & cf! :D

ME! OOPS! IT'S RAINING!?? :P

Twist. (:

SAY CHEESE! (:

COOLING WATER! (: *shiok*

Me, Eunice, huiling & wee teng! (:

5 of us without cf (photographer) & liting.

This is yours sincerely. (:

& lastly, wanjun & dearest CHIW FOONG! (:

the end. (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:09 am

This morning didn't go for the A&F presentation thingy. ):
Cos my grandma was unwell & all of us reached home at only 4 plus in the morning.
Will only get 2 hrs of sleep if i go for the A&F thing, so decided to give it a miss to earn a few more hours of sleep.
Woke up at near 9am & got prepared before heading down to meet chiw foong at tamp interchange.
Then, we train-ed down to cityhall to meet the rest of my clique before we went to celebrate huiling's early birthday.
Glad hl enjoyed herself, & of course all of us. (:
I will continue the birthday celebration & post up the photos tmr.

Okay, why??
Cos im terribly sick now. )':
Was feeling a lil unwell alr when at marina barrage with them.
Hang on & immediately collapse on my bed when i reached home.
Forced myself to go bathe & after that, lie on my bed like some dead ppl.
Totally no strength to walk & even send a sms. :X
Was having a high fever, 39.7 degree celcius + sorethraot + flu.
All coming at one go, wth. :x
At around six plus, ruijie called me upon knowing that i'm sick.
Touched.
I thought the week 0 orientation ended, but actually not.

Okay now i'm still sick but, at least got a lil energy to walk alr.
& i'm bored of lying on bed, so here i am blogging.
I WANT TO GET WELL! :X
School is starting in 2 days' time! :X
& A&F orientation is coming in a week's time!
Please let me recover soooooon.

Okay bye.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:56 pm

Today went out with Helena, QiRong & Cheyee besties. (:
We went to haji lane, bugis st, bugis junction & the new shopping mall at bugis.
The new shopping mall is nice. (:
But, its not yet open, only some stalls inside are open for business.
Anyway, bought a top & a skirt from today's shopping session. (:
Great time with my girls. (:

On a different note, i've gotten my timetable & of course, know my new class.
I'm in 2A07.
Please let me know if you are in the same class as me!
Okay, actually i know my class last night.
& i was damn depressed. ):
Cos at that point of time, my clique were all separated, not including lt & wt cos i don noe their classes then.
I couldn't sleep last night & went to msg ruijie.
Anyway, we didn't get into the same class.
He is in 01.
Hahas, its Ok, cos initially we alr say that we are not hoping to be in the same class. :P
I only slept at 4am & woke up at 8am.
Went to watch the video that wt made for our clique the other time.
& wan jun 哭了. )':
Looking back at those days really makes me tear.

True friends are such a gem.
Friends come and go, i know.
There are so many friends whom im so close to but lost contact along the way but at least, they are still my worthy friends who complete a part of my life, giving me some really beautiful memories to keep.

Back to the point.
This morning, i realised wee teng is in the same class as me! (:
Okay, thanks god.
To my clique, we must sit tgt during lectures Ok??
Its the only time we can all be tgt.
How sad.

Alright, tmr morning gonna meet up with xiuhui & go for the A&F presentation thingy in LT.
After that will be out with clique, our very last gathering before school starts.
(:

7 公主, 友谊万岁!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:30 pm

IG meeting today. (:
We realised suddenly everything is so tight & really 没有时间了!
LOL.
Week 1 of school, which is next week will be the A&F Orientation.
Following weeks will be textbook sales, recruitments etc.
Jia you bah, to all of us. (:
Hahas.

The meeting ended at around 1 plus, & we went to business park for lunch.
Headed to the lab after that & we went to do our own stuffs on ig stuffs.
After that, we went to find the advisers.
Tw left & then we went to LT 17 cos ruijie wanted to test out his ppt.
All of us left school at around 4 plus 5.
I then accompanied ruijie to train down to bugis to meet siaowei to get the photos.
Headed home at around 7 plus.

Okay, gtg rush out today's minutes alr.
So that ruijie will be able to approve it tonight as the coming 2 days will be rather busy for him.
Night ppl! (:

TIMETABLE OUT TMR!
*teeth chattering* :S
Pray hard that there are many friends same class as meeeee! :P

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:35 pm

SHOPPING DAY WITH MUMMY! (:
Went to Tampines 1 again, but this time round with mum.
Shop around & had lunch. (:

Bought strawberry cheesecake for ruijie. (:
TADAHH! (:

This cheese cake shop is really cool.
It sells all kind of cheesecakes. :P
A paradise for cheese lovers i guess. (:
But, the price is a lil expensive, if not i will be their frequent customer. :X
Haha!
Hopefully the cheese cake will still be in good condition when i give to ruijie tmr. :P

Below is the photo of the stuffs that i bought. :P
Hehe. (:

Okay, nth much alr. (:
IG meeting tmr. (:

Sometimes, i wish for my house to be like before.

The one i used to have for the 17++ yrs of my life.

Its no longer the same now...):

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:05 pm

A&F IG MAIN COMM
GIRLS (:

Sub-comm workshop.

wanjun,tingwen,xiuhui (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:56 pm

This morning met up with ruijie at 10am in school. (:
Went to find Mr. Tan, but sadly, he wasn't in. ):
Okay, guess i have to find him on wed during IG meeting then.

Headed to the library next.
Stayed there for awhile before heading to business park for his brunch, & my don-know-wat-meal.
Haha! :D
After awhile, tingwen,alfresco & andy came to find him. (:
Ruijie sent me to the busstop before he went back school for his SL party. (:

I then headed home since the ktv session with gfs were cancelled. ):

I am super nervous for the release of timetable coming thurs. :X
Please bless me with all the friends i know. :P
Esp CHUA CHIW FOONG! :DD
Haha! (:
Won't be able to get used to it if she is not sitting beside me in class. ):

Hmm Okay on a different note, ruijie wants me to be the photographer for the A&F orientation.
Why??
Cos he says he take lousy photos. :P
Haha!
Hehe, Okay luhh, quite nice to take photos. (:
Initially, wanted to take class de, but he says don't want main comms to take class.
Hehe, nvm, shall stick to my photographer. :P

Anyway, tmr will be going shopping with mummy! (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:46 pm

DAY OUT WITH RJ! (:

We had our light lunch at mac before heading to the new shopping mall, Tampines 1. (:
Its really very crowded. :X
Anyway, there are many new shops there & many niceeee stuffs caught my eyes. ><
But, its expensive luhh. ):
Ohh the rooftop garden still not open for visitors yet, so....abit wasted. :X
Hehe.

Went to challenger & got my printer ink. (:
Shopped around & went to tamp mall to shop.
We went to 77th street to see my hats & there is one which i REALLY LIKE! (:
BUT, its $35. ):
RJ wants to sponsor me! Hahas.
But in the end, i didn't buy that anyway, cos i dont wear hat often, thus its not really worth it.
Went to other shop & bought a pink hat instead.
Its cheaper & the design not bad. (:
Yeah, & so, I won't have any more sunburnt on my face during the Orientation alr! :D
Hahas.

TADAHH! Me with the pink hat. ((:

My still-rosy-cheeks. )))): *Damn the sun*

Alright, so that ends my shopping day with RJ. (:
Tmr gonna go school in the morning. (:
Cos my dear dear rj left his gift exchange present, which he will needs it tmr, with me.
Haha! :P
Okay till then. (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:41 pm

I wouldn't say today is a bad day.
Cos in the midst of all the mess, I've learn & gain something.
However, i wanna apologise to ruijie. ):
Cos I throw my temper at him just now. ):
Millions sorry.
I guess this workload is really far more than what i can handle.
& sometimes, my stupidity is the cause of everything.
I can afford the time now, but when school reopens??
At least, im glad that i've figured out everything today.
I should be able to handle all these now.
& i wanna say that, i'm pleased & feel blessed that i've an understanding bf. (:

After all the mess this morning/early noon...

I am done with the minutes for yesterday's event. (:
I am done with the agenda for the next meeting. (:
I am done with the keying of seal points for all. (:

Now, i am left with letting ruijie approve the minutes & agenda so that i can send them out.
(:

I finally know how the seal system works.
Submitted everything this early afternoon. (:
Gonna double check with Mr Tan next week during the meeting.
Cos, im seriously stress up with this.
All the responsibility is on me, i really can't afford any mistakes.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

2:17 pm

SUB-COMM WORKSHOP TODAY! (:

Wait, before i start ranting on the event, let me whineeeeeeeee first! ><
First of all, 我要怎么见人!!??
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! )))))))))))))):
I've got SERIOUS SUNBURNT on my arms, legs & FACEEEEEE!!!
OMG! ><
Now, it is becoming worst than just now in school. ):
When i was bathing, i can feel the heat on my face man. ))):
Terrible! :X
Just applied Hazeline Snow cream on my face.
Hopefully, it gets better by sat luhhhh. ):
Wanna go 跳楼 alr. ))))):
LOL.
Today's weather is like so nice & windy, i don know how the hell i can get sunburnt luhhh. ):

On the bus...
wanjun says: today's weather very nice right?
Alfresco says: ya very nice, don know why you get sunburnt.

LOL. EXACTLY! :X
Okay, stop my complain alr.
Just hope that it gets better soon!
& I will DEFINITELY buy a cap or sunblock for the actual Orientation! ><

Okay back to the event.
I think it was rather successful bah, but still can be improve. (:
Hopefully, the sub comms enjoyed themselves. (:
Oh, the main comms had our lunch super "early".
Haha!
The event was at 12pm, & we don't have time to eat lunch becos we need to settle all the stuffs before the sub comms come.
& So, we had our lunch after everything ended which is around 5 plus 6 at kfc.
Hahas.
Okay, won't go into the details of the workshop alr.
I am super tired.

Tmr will be camping at home to do the minutes & keying in the seal points. ))))):
If possible, the agenda for next wed's meeting too.
Its a public holiday & im stuck at home doing all these. ))):
我的命好苦啊! ):
& the keying of seal points is the headache thing. ):
May everything go smooth for me tmr. (:

Okay, bye bye. (:
Lastly, MY FACE!!! ):

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:24 pm

SUB-COMM WORKSHOP TMR! (:
Hopefully, the sub comms will enjoy themselves. (:

I am starting to feel the jitters of getting the new timetable. :X
Please bless me with all my goodie friends with me.

kimi o ai shiteru.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:25 pm

Today was awesome! (:
In the early noon, settled IG stuffs with ruijie. (:
We went to buy shampoos + balloons for event.
Had lunch & walked around.
Finally get to see him after 3 days. (:
Haha!

After that, at around 4 plus, ruijie headed home while i went to meet joey & cheyee gfs at the interchange. (:
FINALLY, we met up after so long! :D
Had a great time with them at mind's cafe. (:

wanjun, cheyee & joey! :DDDD

GFS FOREVER. (:

I suddenly miss my sec.school alot alot.
Lots of wonderful memories we shared. (:

I was super touched by the pretty notebook that cheyee gave me just now as my bday present. (:
Those were the days.
Aww. How i wish time can stop at any moments we want.

):
See the photo below.

Lol. Okay, & below is my belated bday presents from my dearest cheyee, Qirong, Helena & Jing Zhe. ((:
THANKS ALOT. (:

CUTEEEEEEEE! :D

In conclusion, a great day spent with bf & gfs. (:

Looking forward to thurs sub comm workshop! (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:49 pm

Hand-in-hand, we will walk a thousand miles tgt. (:

Today we had an ad-hoc IG meeting. (:
Out of the norms meeting. LOL. :P
Okay, this was quite sudden as we only decided on sunday night.
End up, today only tingwen, xiuhui & me turned up.
Hahas.
We meet in school & went to find the advisors to let them approve of the tee shirt design. (:
Then, had lunch at Mensa before walking to the supplier's office at tamp industrial park.
I can finally understand the hardship that tw & xh experienced.
hahas.
Its a long walk & its scorching hot! :X
Stayed there for quite some time, but overall, we settled the stuffs alr. (:
Bus-ed back home at around 4. (:

Today, wanjun is a happy wanjun. (:
Hahas.
Cos ruijie is finally back! (:
Hehe.

Okay, i'm tired alr.
End of story. (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:20 pm

HAPPY!!!

(((((((((((((((((((((((:

Cos rj just called me from malaysia. :D

EDITED/

Okay, so end up we had a mini mass conversation without rj.
Decided to meet tmr morning to settle the shirt thingy.
(:
& ruijie will be back tmr too! (:
He says he will bring jackfruits back for me. LOL. :D
Hehe.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:43 pm

I'm....

LONELY. ):

Today woke up kinda late, cos i know wake up early also nth to do. ):
Wanna know how i spent my day??
Eat breakfast, use com, eat lunch, use com, watch tv, use com.
What a boring day right?? ):
Argh. 受不了了! =.=
& there is something wrong with my right eyes. )))):
Its pain uhh. ):

Okay, just now at around 8 plus pm, we were thinking whether ruijie will rush back for the mass conversation anot.
So, waited until 9 plus & decided that the mass conversation is off.
Sigh.
Okay, nth to blog alr.

Lastly,

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:54 pm

I MISS...

HIM! ):

Anyway, this photo is taken by xiuhui using my phone during yesterday's IG meeting.
Haha!
Was laughing at this when she returned me my phone. :P

Hopefully rj will be back by tmr night.
If not, we can't have our main comms mass conversation online alr.
Without him online, my day seems to pass super slow ahh. ):
& I still can't think of wat to do with the board + the photos.
Inspirations please.

Btw, i've changed my blog song to 全世界都停电 by tank.
Its one of 爱就在一起's theme songs.
Super nice. (:

I can't wait for the weekends to be over.
The coming weekdays will be fun, fun & more FUN. :D
My schedule for the time being...

Mon- maybe buying the stuffs needed for sub comm workshop with rj. (: (not confirm)
tues- meeting up with dearest gfs! (:
wed- so far nth yet. (:
thurs- SUB-COMM WORKSHOP! (:
Fri- nth yet. (:

我闷死了!
Hopefully, rj will call/msg me! ><

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:41 pm

IG meeting this morning. (:
In short, it went rather smooth & we ended our meeting at around 1.30pm. (:
This is the shortest meeting we had so far. (:
After meeting, we went opposite tp & had our lunch.
Ruijie & I went seperate ways with them after lunch & walked to tamp mall.
This guy here was complaining becos i want to walk to tamp mall on such a hot weather. :P
Hahas.
Not my fault ma, is my ez link card no money. ):

Hehe Okay, reached tamp mall & went to develop my photos. (:
Used the machine to print instant photos.
Cool. :D
Hahas.
After that, went popular to buy board, colour papers, ribbon & makers. (:
Gonna do smth out of it with the photos i developed. (:
Shhhhh.
Hee.
We left popular & i bought a shoulder bag for school! :D
Bus-ed home afterwhich. (:

I'm looking forward to the Sub-Comm Workshop on 9th April! (:
Hee.
Ruijie leaving for malaysia tmr.
Bon voyage. (:

Okay, i'm gonna go relax awhile & then type out the minutes alr.
Toodles. (:

Edited at 7.50pm. (:

Done with the minutes! :D
I'm getting the hang of it alr! (:
*Claps*
Though ruijie commented that the language used can be better, i can gladly say that i have improved. (:
Will take note of the language in future. (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:03 pm

Thursday, nice day out with mummy. (:
Before i start ranting on my day today, i wanna say that I'm fine alr. (:
Hehe.
Thanks for all the concerns. (:
I guess love is all about accomodating & understanding eh?
Hahas.

Okay, this morning woke up & start typing my agenda.
Everything goes smoothly & i complete it in around 7 mins. (:
& since neither shawn nor ruijie is online, i can't send the agenda out.
So, went offline & head out with mummy to bedok interchange for late lunch + grocery shopping. I went to trim my hair too. (:
& I've got a sudden urge to make my hair curl ! :P
Not everything curl, just the bottom of my hair.
I'm still considering though.
People! Should i?? :P
Hahas.
I'm kinda sick of straight hair alr. ><
The hair stylist says that it won't look very different from my normal hair & it will look nice.
Okay, i'm tempted. LOL.
Should i should i??
Hahas.

Okay, had lunch afterwhich & went NTUC. (:
& I suddenly recall that yesterday, ruijie told me he is looking for one shop that he always patronise to get his hair spray.
Cos that shop moved from tamp to bedok.
& So, being such a nice gf, i decided to help him look for that shop. (:
Asked my mum whether she knows bedok got any shop just recently open & tadah!
I found that shop. :D
Msg ruijie for the brand of his hair spray & bought it on his behalf. (:
Headed home soon after. (:

IG meeting tmr. (:
& i'm gonna go develop photos + get some stuffs from popular after the meeting. (:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:45 pm

为何不能在快乐与难过之间找寻一个平衡点?

为什么有时候明明尽力了,别人却看不到你的努力?
换来的也许只是一句,"你很笨", "你很慢".
每个人的能力并不一样, 也许我真的很笨, 可是我已经尽力了不是吗?
要改变也不是一朝一夕的事, 为什么就不能站在我的立场为我想一想?
我快要不能承受这种压力了...

就是开不了口让你知道...):

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:03 pm

Tuesday, 31 March.

Had IG meeting in school from 11.45am to 5+ pm. (:
Went to tamp mall after that with tingwen, xiuhui, alfresco, ruijie & siaowei. (:
Home sweet home at arnd 9pm.
Was super tired but still hang on till 12am, sent a message to ruijie, & collapse on my bed alr.
Haha! :P

Ohh, i think i seriously cannot drink tea & coffee related drinks. )):
I knew it all along that i can't drink coffee, but tea, i only realised it during the meeting.
I bought pokka mango tea after lunch, & finished 3/4 of it during the meeting.
After awhile, i was feeling a lil giddy. ):
The same feeling that i got when i drink coffee.
Luckily, it wasn't serious & i still managed to capture wat they say.
If not, my minutes will be dead.
Haha.

Today, 1 APRIL. (:

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY! (:
&
HAPPY 3RD MONTH-SARY, RJ! (:

Gonna go type out the minutes alr.
& late evening gonna meet up with ruijie. (:
Planning to do my agenda too, for this friday's meeting.
Agenda, minutes, agenda, minutes.........& it goes on & on.
Ahh, as you can see, this is never ending! ><

Okay, gonna go complete them alr!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:20 am